Love or not

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Jayden pov
My mom is talking to me and Felicity and it's creepy. "Mom I'm not understanding how your here."
"Baby I'm an angel I was sent to keep you from making a mistake."
"So why didn't you stop Felicity from killing that guy."
"Oh I wasn't supposed to just her and everyone else they all have families and quite after they killed me and her mother."
"So let me get this right my mom got her life together to get me and someone killed her for no reason."
"Yes they thought we were people that owed them money but she turned herself in as the driver and so did everyone else they did the right thing."
We drove back to my house and Felicity sat in the car for a moment looking down she got out the car. A day that changed my outlook on life made hers worse. She came inside the I followed her and hugged her I could tell she was hurt.
"I know how you feel."
"No you know parts of what I feel you knew your mom before she died I never met her or asked any of things I wrote down."
"I know if you have to cry then just let it out I'm here for you."
"I can't cry over someone I didn't know." She let go and sat down on my bed watching tv.
"Just go take a shower ok and I'll get something to eat is there something specific you want."
"Jack in the box number four and a Oreo milkshake."
"Ok."  I left and brought back the food and her hair was curly like my moms.
Felicity pov
Jayden came back with the food he looked at my hair. "What?"
"Your hair looks like my moms so you look exactly like my mom."
"I can straighten it in the morning."
"Ok." I put my hair in a bun and then grabbed my food from the bag and my shake.
"I'm sorry for saying what I said before you left."
"No need for you to, you where being honest I only know parts of how you feel." We sat down on his bed he put in a scary movie in.
"What's with you and scary movies."
"I just like them this ones my favorite."
"What's it called?"
"Dead silence!"  We finished before he pushed play I still had my milkshake I was so scared I was so far up under Jayden I could've been his bed.
"Felicity move over your in my back."
"No I'm scared and its your fault."
"Can we at least cuddle."
"I guess." I said still scared a doll would come and steal my tongue he pulled me in front of him and held me close. Then the baby started crying in the other room.
"Stupid fake baby."
"Jayden can you check on it I don't wanna go by myself."
"If I go you'll be here by yourself."
"Ok we go together." He paused the movie I grabbed his arm we walked in the room the baby was crying I picked it up gave it the fake bottle then it went back to sleep. I turned around Jayden was gone. "This isn't funny Jayden where are you." I walked downstairs as soon as got to the bottom Jayden picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. "You jerk you scared the crap out of me!"
"Sorry it was funny." I bit his ear. "Stop!"
"Sorry it was funny." He laughed and laid me on the bed then crawled in behind me getting really close but not to where he was in my back so I moved back when I jumped at one of the scary parts.
"Felicity I think you better move back up."
"Why?"
"Because I don't want to take a step forward and your still one step behind me."
"But I don't think I am, maybe I'm on the same step as you." I turned around to be face to face with him and he kissed me as he pulled me closer.
"Felicity I want to tell you since 7th grade that I love you." He looked me in the eye and I just felt different.
"I love you too." I said with my guard down he kissed my neck and sat me on his waist. He pulled my shirt off then flipped me over he started kissing my stomach and then the baby started crying.
"Stupid baby!"
"Just go handle it and I'll go freshen up a little."
"Ok." He walked out I went in bathroom and straighten my hair with my brush straightener and put a short night gown on. I opened the door Jayden was sitting there shirtless I walked up to him and he grabbed my thighs and kissed my chest. "Felicity wake up your phones ringing." I got up and answered.
Phone convo
"Hello."
"Felicity you didn't check in today is everything ok."
"Yes I had to get my phone fixed it started shutting off again." I said walking to the restroom.
"Ok well just check in or you have to come home."
"Ok goodnight."
End of convo
I can't believe I was dreaming when did I go to sleep. I straighten my hair and changed (in mm)then went downstairs.
"Felicity where you going."
"To the park."
"Well can I go?"
"Ok hurry up!" He came downstairs then I looked at him. "Your forgetting something." He looked down and patted his clothes.
"No I'm not."
"The baby!"
"Oh right." I shook my head he grabbed the baby and the stroller and we left. We got there and got out the car and I put a blanket over the stroller so people couldn't see the fake baby. That was the least of our worries when milli walks up to us grinning. "What do you want milli."
"Oh nothing just at the park."
"There's a reason you want to be in our face right know."
"Well I don't want anything just to say hi and apologize to you Felicity for spilling my juice on you."
"Okay...." This is awkward.
"Don't you want to apologize."
"For what?"
"Taking my man."
"I didn't take your man y'all broke up before we started talking!"
"Whatever I'm over it."
"What's her problem it's like she just wants to bother me."
"I know I'm sorry lets just get some ice cream."
"Ok but I'm not gonna let that one go." We picked up some ice cream cones and then we headed to New York. I fell asleep in the car when I woke up Jayden was laughing. "What?"
"You talk in your sleep."
"No only when I'm having a bad dream and I wasn't having a bad dream."
"I know!"
"What you mean?"
"You were saying my name I mean you ain't gotta dream I'm here."
"Sure." He laughed and we pulled up to the agency then we got out the car and went inside there where so many guys and girls dressed up but they look serious. We got dressed in outfits they picked out then it was our turn they said just have fun so I kissed his cheek. He grabbed me twirled around we fell and laughed the other models where glaring at us.
"That was wonderful see I told you these two would be great we are gonna use them go change." We did what he said we changed and took a bunch of different pictures then we left he said he would call us back.
"See babe that wasn't so bad was it?"
"No I guess not." We went to my house and I told my mom the news then my dad came in.
"Felicity what did I tell you about modeling!"
"Don't expose your body on camera but I had on clothes see." I showed him my phone my dad for some reason hates the idea of me modeling.
"Ok only with clothes on don't down grade yourself."
"I won't I promise."
"So is that all you wanted."
"Umm no I want to see my box of paper work for me. That holds my parents information I never looked at it but I think I want to find my dad."

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