Felicity pov
When school was over I got a text from my dad telling me and Jayden to come over so we did. When we got there the door was opened so Jayden looked at me "babe wait out here."
"No I'm coming to."
"Wait here!" He said as he walked in the house so I just got ready to punch somebody if they ran out. "Lissy come here." I ran in the house to see my dad sitting at the table with two women I walked around the table to see who they were and my heart hardened as maze ran in.
"You know what f*** this." I walked out the house I didn't know what to think or do. What the hell is going on all I know is I'm walking down the street pregnant and pissed. Then I was grabbed from behind and turned around "let me go."
"Listen baby I'm just as mad as you."
"I killed someone because I thought she killed our mother's. I poisoned that one guy you wanted killed you don't have innocent blood on your hands because of them."
"Felicity who'd you kill?"
"Leave me alone."
"Who was it?"
"My step mother said she killed them and I lost control."
"Where you pregnant when you did this?" I was gonna tell the truth but I don't want to argue f*** it.
"Yeah I was."
"So our baby coulda got hurt?"
"No, we didn't fight."
"You know what f*** you." My face softened I looked at him.
"No f*** you all I wanted was for my baby to have a family but you know what I messed up I let my hormones get the best of me. At least I'm there for you when you need me I got rapped and I went through that s*** alone but you know what I forgave you for that. You didn't have a problem when I got pregnant you laughed now you wanna go off on me hell no. Find you somewhere to sleep tonight give me my car keys." He handed me my car keys and I jumped in the car and drove to my house I unlocked the door to my house I locked my car as I walked in I locked the front door and set the alarm then I went upstairs and laid down. I'm mad as hell like why he call his self getting mad at me. I'm done with people and I'm done with the bulls*** so I just need to go somewhere for a little bit I guess or I'm gonna do some crazy s***. So I left a note on our bed and packed a bag and walked downstairs and turned off the alarm only to open the door to see her.
"Going somewhere felicity?"
"Listen who ever the hell your supposed to be I need you to stay the hell away from me."
"That's not anyway to talk to your mother."
"No your not my mother my mother died because my mother wouldn't have left me in the hands of a crazy bitch. My mother wouldn't have let things get as far as they did knowing good and damn well she was alive. I bet you kept a close eye on us huh to make ya self feel better about leaving but you didn't do s*** to help I've done things no teenage girl should do I've seen s*** no kid should see. But you don't care you left me and Michael in this world alone at least Michael had dad I had a crazy b**** that made me sleep on the kitchen floor a b**** that made sure my life was a living hell because I was your child. So no I wouldn't talk to my mother like this but I don't have a mother to talk to." I pushed past her she turned and looked at me.
"One day you'll know why I did what I did it wasn't a choice it was either we left or you Michael and Jayden would die no mother could live with that you should know. I don't know much about you and I wish I could but I know you wouldn't let anyone kill your family. I couldn't think about them taking my babies lives away it was a sacrifice we had to make and it was tough as hell. I didn't watch you guys because I would've gotten you killed."
"Well 4 and a half weeks ago I would've been alright with death but now I have a child to think about and I'm gonna be there for them no matter what. You don't even understand Jayden wouldn't even look at me the way I needed him to because I look like his mother this boy was ready to throw his life away for her just like I was ready to throw mine away for you and all we got was a random pop up." I threw my bag in my truck then walked around the car to get in only to be stopped by Jayden getting out of a taxi .
"Babe where you going?"
"I left you a note just go read it."
"Baby listen I'm sorry ok please just come in the house."
"Did you get the same story I got or did you know?"
"If I knew I wouldn't have done half the things I've done."
"I'll be back I need to clear my mind." I hopped in the car and drove away I headed to a nearby hotel I sat in the parking lot thinking about what I should do then she knocked on my window.
"Felicity open the door." I unlocked the door and she got in. "I know its not easy to forgive me for what I did but trust me when you have your child you'll understand why I did what I did and I know you've done somethings that where horrible but I would never hold that against you. Because you where surviving the best way you could and I'm grateful you did but I would like to be in your life and your babies life." I simply looked at her.
"I don't know you I don't know who you are. I wanted too for so long and I don't know if I do anymore. For so long I thought I wasn't wanted and when found out that wasn't true you came back and proved it was. I didn't have a mother for the things I needed you for do you not understand that! I had to learn about periods and how to use pads and stuff from YouTube because you left me with the bitch that wanted you dead."
"I know here's my number call when you want to understand. Because you will always be my daughter when we left we didn't start over we wanted to be here. We needed y'all just as much as y'all needed us." She got out the car and I drove back to the house I went in and laid next to Jayden.
"Please don't say anything just hold me." He nodded and did as told while kissing my forehead.
