I just want to say that this is not always just poetry I write here. This is how I view the world and what I see. This is exactly what it means to me to live in this world. I put this out there for hopes others can understand that they are not alone and there is nothing more important than you. There is no such thing as a feeling coming from a circumstance. The feeling comes from belief. If everything bad in the world happened to me and I BELIEVE it was meant to happen to me then I will be much worse than the person who went through the same stuff and doesn't believe this is how they're destined to be but it's just the way shit happened. If you believe life gets better then you will feel better. As cliche as it may be life is what you make it. That doesn't mean it's easy to mold. I once heard that sleep is good in moderation. Its great to have dreams and hold on to them, but there comes a time were you have to stop dreaming and start walking toward what you want. Dreams are your kickstarters. After that, it's up to you to get the gold.