Cute Joshler Oneshots

Goodbye

Trigger warning: Self harm, death, and depression

Josh's pov-

Tyler Joseph had died 1 and a half years ago.

I couldn't help but look over at the picture I had above his side of the bed.

A tear came down my face, and another, and soon I was crying.

"Why did you have to leave me?!" I scream with my voice shaky and cracking.

"Tyler." I whimper as I fall to my knees.

'Stay alive Josh please for me' Tyler wrote in his suicidal note. 'I love you. You were my last thought' He said he couldn't even finish that sentence; he died.

I screamed and was wheezing from crying.

"Please Tyler. Take me away from this place. Take me with you." I cried out his tears hitting the floor that was dripping off of my chin.

"I miss you Tyler. Why'd you leave me?" I said quieter looking at the picture of Tyler and me smiling.

"I couldn't save you! I'm such a fuck up for not being able to save you! I knew i shouldn't have left you home alone!" I said screaming again.

"Tyler, if you can hear me. Please take me away. It's so lonely here. Everybody left me. I'm so depressed now that you're not here to make me happy." I said bringing my knees up to my chest and crying into it.

Tyler's pov-

I looked down at Josh crying. He bit his lip and turned to the big man himself.

"Can't you do something?" I pleaded.

He shook his head. "No, I'm afraid it isn't his time yet."

"Can I go down and talk to him?" I asked starting to cry. I shouldn't have left Josh. My dark thoughts took over and Josh couldn't get there in time.

The big man nodded and I went down to Earth behind Josh.

"Josh?" I asked looking at the boy falling apart at my feet.

Josh looked up at Tyler and gasped. "You're here?! How, why?!" He asked crying harder. "I'm prolly just imagining it."

I shook his head. "No Josh I'm here. I'm here." I kneeled down and hugged the man.

"I heard you Josh. I hear you every day asking me to take you. And every day I ask if you can join me, but it's not your time. Josh I need you to smile. I need you to stay strong for me and grow old and maybe meet someone new and start a family like we always wanted." I said and kissed Josh's lips softly.

"You want me to suffer?" Josh asked. "I can't live without you Ty, you're everything to me. How can I have a family when you were my family and I only wanted to start one with you!" I sobbed and shook my head.

"I love you Josh." I said and started to disappear going back to where I came from.

I cried as I watched Josh from above.

Josh's pov-

"Tyler just came and visited me. Telling me that I need to start a family. No! Tyler I know you can hear me! I don't care if you get mad at me. I can't live without you." I said before I ran into the bathroom and opened all the bottles of pills that I had.

I took them all in 3 gulps, drinking it like water.

"My happy little pill, take me away." Josh sang as he fell to the floor and almost instantly feeling the buzz of the pills starting, slowly killing him.

"I love you Tyler. You left me. I have nobody else now. I have nobody. And I'm not gonna start a family, I wanted one with you. I wanted one with you! Tyler Joseph! I was gonna ask you to marry me!! I was going to do it that week too. But now it's just going to be a little delayed." I said as I closed my eyes and saw a light. A bright light and Tyler walking to be tears in his eyes like a saw a little while ago.

"Joshua? Will you marry me?" Tyler asked sobbing.

Josh nodded, "Yes I will."

The big man smiled. "Now it was his time" he mumbled.

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It is currently 12: something in the morning. I have school //today\\ and I read a really sad fanfic. I started crying more then I did at the ending of Tfios and Allegiant, combined. I literally have a towel with snot and tears.

I'm sorry if it was confusing or is anything is misspelled. In my defense, my tears blurried my vision 3/4 of the time I was writing this. I'm sorry if I made you cry. And yes. I did put Troye Sivan in this.

In other news. I'm getting a job soon and that means I can go to hot topic and buy merchandise.

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