Ellen Lewis P.O.V
After our 3rd year anniversary, Aaron and I never seen each other. Hindi manlang nag effort ba puntahan ako sa condo which is just few blocks away from his.
It is actually 8:40 in the evening and I decided to surprise visit him in his condo.
I knocked on the door but no one answered so I decided to just enter his code.
I opened the door. "Aaron?" I said as I was walking to his room. But I stopped mid way nang may marinig akong ungol sa loob. Shit! Sana mali ang iniisip ko. Fuck! Please! Habang papalapit ako sa kwarto ay lalong lumalakas ang ungol.
I reached the door knob at huminga na malalim and I slowly opened the door to his.
Napatutup nalang ako sa aking bibig habang nag uunahang lumandas ang mga luha.
I saw Abegail Natividad and my boyfriend having their best sex of their life!
Naramdaman ata nilang may nakatingin sakanila kaya napahinto si Abegail sa pag indayog sa ibabaw ni Aaron.
We were all silent tanging mga hikbi ko lang ang naririnig. Nakita ko ang pagtakas ng kulay at paglaki ng kanilang mga mata sa kanilang dalawa.
Gusto ko silang sugurin pero hindi ko magawa! I feel so helpless! I wanna shout at them and tell them how much I loathe both of them pero walang lumalabas saaking bibig!
I turned my hill and ran out from that place. I was running out from the building and to the busy streets not knowing where to go.
Napadpad naman ako sa may play ground. No one was there. I smiled a little and sat down in one of the swings.
Habang paulit ulit na naglalakbay saaking isipan ay hindi ko maiwasang mapahagulhul sa sakit.
Ang sakit!
Ang sakit, sakit!
The pain I want to forget this instant!
Habang umiiyak ako ay may isang kamay na nag abot ng panyo, without second thought, I grab the handkerchief. Kala ko aalis na siya pero umopo naman siya sa isang swing
We were both silent until he broke it and asked a question.
"Why're you crying?" He asked. The voice, it seemes so familiar pero hindi ko matandaan kung kailan at kanino ko yun narinig.
Napatawa naman ako ng pagak.
"My boyfriend cheated on me."
He became silent.
"How did he cheat on you?"
"He was having sex with one of my team mate." Napa ngiti naman ako ng mapait.
"What a douche." He said with a cold voice.
"He really is." Napahinga ako ng malalim.
"You know, I know that he will do that, pero hindi ko naman inaasahan na gagawin niya yun so soon. Katatapos lang ng 3rd year anniversary namin which is nakalimutan niya and he didn't even visited me, text or call, wala. And this happens. Habang ako nagpapakalunod sa kalungkotan, siya naman nagpapakalunod sa kasiyahan." And I laughed sarcastically.
"Break up with him." He said, easily.
I instantly looked at the guy. He was saying that na parang ang pakikipag break eh parang pag kain lang ng paborito mong pagkain.
"You're saying that as if napakadali ng sinasabi mo." Saad ko and I saw him shrugged.
"Well, I know hindi madali yun but it is the only way save you from heart break.... again." He's right pero ayoko.
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