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*Chapter 19* - Maybe she doesn't hate me

*Matthew's P.O.V *

I went cursing down the hall. Of course she wouldn't come to my home, maybe if it had been only Simon, but apparently she had so much against me that she felt she had to lie about another appointment. I stopped when a hand lay on my shoulder, and I looked back at my brother who smiled at me.

"Relax brother, she was prevented today, but she'll come another day, I'm sure."

He smiled, I looked down on him annoyed.

"I am sure that she will. Once she is sure I'm not there. Why does it have to be this way, I always thought that when we find our mate, then it immediately would be mutual love. But it's more than evident that love is the last Clarina feel for me. "

I knew I sounded like a cry baby, but he was my brother, and I had to talk to someone about it, and who was better than my own brother. I was surprised when I saw that my breakouts irritated Simon. And make him lifted his hands resigned, while he said.

"For God's sake, what is it with you two. You are the perfect couple, and you are both so attentive to each other that it is quite eerie, yet you both believe that the other one more or less hate you. How can two people be so blind? For God's sake Matthew, tell me what happened at the party, why did you get this view of the other one hates you? "

He asked and looked hard at me. I stared a long time at him before I averted my eyes.

"It's not something I imagination, Clarina hate me, I took advantage of her while she was under the influence of drugs. You should have seen her afterwards, she couldn't even bear to look me in the eye. And I understand that she feels that way after what I did. "

I said, and felt how it was a relief, to finally be able to talk to someone about it. Simon looked in wonder at me before he asked.

"Took advantage of her? How do you mean? "

I looked at him with an ironic glance.

"You don't expect me to tell you everything step by step, do you?."

I saw how Simon jaw drop in surprise, before he shrill voice exclaimed.

"Did you have sex with her?"

I looked angrily down at him.

"Be silent. No, I did not have sex with her, not all the way at least. It started with just a kiss, but it evolved into more, I tried to stop, but her touch agitated my wolf, and I couldn't help but to satisfy her. "

I said, and could feel how I blushed as I looked down at the ground. I could feel Simon's gaze on me before I heard him laugh.

"For heaven's sake bro, if Clarina have let you do that, and she was part of it, then you haven't take advantage of her, she was in on it."

His statement lifted my mood, but only for a moment before I again shook my head.

"No you don't understand, Charles had given her a drug that apparently was meant to strengthen one's sex drive, so it was not even Clarina who behaved that way, it was the drug that made her do it. And if you had seen how ashamed she was afterwards, you had been aware that I'm right when I said that she hates me. "

I say sadly, Simon took a deep breath before he fraternal put his arm around my shoulder.

"Brother, it's not certain that it only was the drug, Clarina might really be interested in make it develop between you two. But she probably felt shy afterwards, if I'm not mistaken, then your little mate have no experience in sexual matters at all, so of course she behaved a little strange, she probably didn't know how she should behave after what happened between you two. If you weren't blind, you had seen that she would love to go home with us, and she also looked at you to see if you wanted it. So of course she doesn't hate you, she's just as unsure as you. But she promised she would come home to us another day, then you going too talk together so you can clear this up."

He said. I could feel a huge burden lifted from my shoulders, perhaps Simon was right, maybe she had just been shy, because I new with 100% certainty that my little wonderful mate have no sexual experience.

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