Sorry guys just another Filler chapter been busy and Haven't been able to write! Been having writers block too.. Don't know where this story will go yet, just been winging it but HEY it's my first story soo Comment, Inbox, rate, follow <3
Jazabel Pov
I heard the door bed ring as I was coming down the stairs from freshening up for the party. Austin was at the door greeting a few people I didn't know. "Jaz, this is
Sam, and this is Vera." I waved and smiled. They came inside and made their way into the kitchen. I was still feeling pretty down about the kiss thing, even though
Austin and I weren't together, together I knew it hurt me so I think it had to of hurt him too. I walked outside with Austin who was now in swimming trunks and
and nothing else. I was seriously taken away by his body, his smile, and his personality. I just wanted to kiss him right then and there but i didn't want to
embarrass him. Alan walked up handing me a drink. I really didn't care what it was I just needed to get drunk. Mick made his way over, he was obviously a little
tipsy already. He looked at me and looked down into his drink. I took a big gulp of mine figuring out it was a cheap brand of whiskey. "Where did Austin go?" Alan
asked. I shrugged looking around for him. I walked away and into the kitchen looking at the various drinks before me. I already chugged down my first one. I picked
up a rum and smelt it. I never had rum before, I just took a swig from the bottle. "Woah there, better slow down." I heard a voice in a British accent.
I turned it was Dan Flint from You,me at six. I giggled. "No use, I just wanna get drunk." I said taking another swig. He nodded, "Bad day?" He said.
"No, bad life in general." I said kind of snobby. He made a face. "It'll get better, you're Austins new chick right?" He asked causally. I nodded taking a big gulp.
"Yeah, why?" I asked. "He is looking for you, that's all." I turned to leave taking the bottle with me. I realized I had it and spun back around setting it on the
counter. I set off to find Austin, I finally found him I approached him. That's when I seen it, the worse possible thing. He was talking to his Ex Gielle. Who in the
hell invited her. I slowly walked up to him, he seen me and smiled. "Gielle, this is Jazabel, my um.. well my friend." He said tossing an arm around me shoulder.
She smiled and shook my hand "Well, I better be leaving, it was nice seeing you Austin, and nice to meet you Jazabel." She said turning to leave. I looked at him
and he smiled. "You found some rum?" I though it was more of a statement then a quesiton. I nodded and turned to go get something else to drink. I walked into the
kitchen finding something called cabin fever. I heard someone behind me and I turned around. It was Austin, "Trying to get drunk on me?" I nodded. I was actually
I just wanted to drink the pain away. Pain that I felt and I didn't know why. He took the bottle from me and sat it down. Lets go for a walk. He said grabbing two
beers from the cooler, he handed me one. We made our way towards the door. Mick came out of nowhere, "Hey Austin guess what, I really enjoyed kissing your girlfriend."
He slurred drunken words, well i thought. Austin went to go around him trying to ignore him. "I think she liked it too." He scoffed. That made Austin lose it, he
pushed Mick up against the wall. "I swear to fucking God Mick ever try that shit again and I will personally kill your sorry ass!" Austin yelled. He grabbed my hand
and we walked out the door. Austin was trembling, I stopped him. "Austin, are you okay, you don't seem okay." I scoffed. "For fucks sake I can't be happy with anyone,
First Gielle and now you." Austin sprinted off into the night.
Austin pov
I ran and I ran just trying to be alone, if I wasn't alone i would probably kill someone. I found a nearby park and I sat on the bench and opened my beer. I chugged
it and threw it against the tree. I screamed, I didn't know what else to do, I needed to be alone but then I felt stupid for leave Jaz like that. I got up and
started walking slowly to the house. When I got back I went around back spotting Alan. "Alan, have you seen Jaz?" Alan nodded his head towards my bedroom window.
I ran up the steps and bursted into the room. I found her lying on the bed crying. "Jaz, are you okay? I didn't mean to leave you like that. I'm sorry. Just I
can't lose you. I really like you and i... Well, I want to be with you like I want to be your, eh boyfriend." I said shyly. She rolled over whipping away the tears.
"Austin, can we just talk about this when we are both sober and have not been drinking?" I went to the closet and found a pair of pj pants put them on and slipped
under the covers. I couldn't sleep the night and day just kept playing in my head. I finally drifted off to sleep after i heard nobody left in the house.
Oh my GOD! What will happen next will Austin and Jaz be together? Is Gielle going to come in and mess things up? What about Mick will he? Hmm.... questions questions questions.. We will just have to wait and see.
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My understandings
FanfictionThis book is about a 20 year old girl jazabel struggling with life when she meets her hero Austin Carlile. The time period is from march 2011-present. It started right after Austin got his Divorce and heart surgery! Read, and enjoy. This is my fir...