My understandings

ch.7 where did it all go wrong

kay loves here's another one for you! Can't believe were already on ch. 7!  Well, this ch. is a little longer than the previous ones. Enjoy, comment, rate, and follow c:

Austin POV

I woke up to Jazabel screaming. I turned over to see her sitting on the bed next to me holding her head crying and gasping for air. "What the hell Jaz?" I screamed.

Rolling back over and closing my eyes, then I realized something must be wrong. "Wait, what is going on?" I asked sitting up grabbing her. "I. had. a. bad. dream." 

She breathed gasping between words. "I'm right here, nothings gonna happen, I will protect you, It was just a dream." I sighed. "No, it was a flashback, YOU DON'T 

UNDERSTAND!" She screamed. "Make me understand, talk to me Jazzy, you never will be able to let go of it if you hold it inside." I told her. She sighed and pushed me 

away and started her way down stairs. I just laid back down. Thoughts raced my head, what was I doing wrong. 

Jazabel POV

I go to the fridge taking out a beer and chugging it. Alan walks in "Drinking already? It's only 9am, you okay cupcake?" He asked. I shook my head no, "I

 had a nightmare, more like a flashback of um.. my childhood." For some reason Alan was easier to talk to than Austin was. He nodded for me to continue talking,

"I just yelled at Austin too, I feel like a complete douche." I told him. "Austin is head over heels for you, he will get over it." He assured me. "I just can't 

help it, those dreams are so vivid i can actually feel him touching me and i can hear my screaming." I babbled out, feeling weird talking about, I never have

talked about it with anyone. Alan looked at me wide eyed. "What? Did I say something wrong." I asked. "No, just who are you talking about?" Alan sniffled as a tear

fell out of his eye. "My step brother, he was 14 and I was 8, It's not important." I sighed. I got another beer and went up stairs. I found austin on the couch 

texting someone. I sat down and looked over his shoulder he was texting Gielle, I sighed. "What does that whore want?" I asked harshly. He shook his head and got up

and went into the bathroom. I felt bad yes, I knew he still loved her and here I was calling her a whore, well it's the truth she was a band whore! Cheating on him

probably every chance she got. I went back down stairs and out to the pool. I jumped in and just stayed under water thinking that if I was gone people would have

a better life and maybe Austin wouldn't have a burden of feeling so sorry of me. I started feeling my lungs and i knew it wouldn't be long now until i'd be slipping 

away and hopefully this time I wouldn't wake up in a mental hospital. That's when it happened everything went black and then I felt a hand on mine pulling me out of

the water. I could feel the cold concrete underneath me. I heard Alans voice yelling for help, "Help JAZ FELL IN THE POOL HER PULSE IS LOW AND SHES GASPING.!!!"

I fluttered my eyes open feeling warm stuff being shot threw my veins and the sound of sirens. I looked up and I was in an ambulance Austin beside me holding my hand 

and a paramedic pulling off a rubber band tied around my arm. "Jaz, can you hear me?" Austin asked quietly. "Mhmm, I can." I whispered. When we arrived at the

hospital nurses and a doctor was asking me a millon questions. I guess Alan or someone told them I fell in, when me and Austin were all alone her come over kissing

the top of my head smiling at me. "You gave us a scare." He lightly said words barely leaving his lips. "I'm sorry, I guess I was just to overwhelmed with 

everything." I replied. "Wait, you didn't fall, you tried to um, kill yourself?" He grimaced at the last part. I nodded and looked away. The doctor came back in 

and said I was fine and I could leave. Just to get rest and take it easy for a few days. Austin helped me to Alans car, I felt a little dizzy but didn't say anything.

We got into the drive way to find Gielle there, oh great what was she doing here?

Gielle POV

"Austin we need to talk, right now!" I said rushing over to the car before they all even had the chance to get out. "Gielle, right now isn't a good time." Austin 

exasperated. "I know but it can't wait, it's gotta be now!" I practially screamed. "Let me get Jaz inside then we can talk, I'll meet you at the park in five minutes"

I drove to the park and waited. What I was about to tell him could mean getting back together with him. He pulled up and walked over and I fell in love with

him all over. He sat down and looked at me and waited. Austin, you still cross my mind, you know and I bet I still cross yours. I still smile when I think of you

sometimes I cry or laugh. I am still set on finding where we went wrong, I know I hurt you but you hurt me too." Tears began to well up in my eyes. I retraced our 

whole relationship and time together and I didn't find out where we went wrong, maybe it was wrong from the beginning, ya know? I try and try to figure it out

but I haven't yet all I know is I still love you. I need you, I really do!" I sighed and continued. "I think whats the point of even trying with you? I just

want something, I want you, or maybe I want closure. We never really got that Austin. I looked into his eyes, he was crying, I was crying. I shook his head "No

GIGI we never did have closure and I guess that's what we need, we don't need to start again, I love you, I always will but I just can't. I hurt you because

you hurt me. I'm done with you, I am falling for Jaz, harder than I fell for you, faster than I fell for you. He blurted out. I began to cry harder. I got up kissed

his cheek and walked away. I got in my car, I looked at him he was sitting there with his head in his lap. I just drove off as fast as I could my mind wrapped up in 

my thoughts. I pulled over to the side of the road and pulled my knees to my chest and cried, I didn't move, I felt like I couldn't breathe all I wanted was answers,

answers I know I'll never get.

Okay! That is it this chapter! Hope you liked it. I enjoyed writing this one for some reason. Soo.. Is Gielle going to come between Jaztin? (austin and jazabels couple name) Will Jazabel ever open up and talk about her childhood? Hmmmm.. until next time c: