Anncel
Syempre, pumayag ako sa kasal.
Ano ako baliw?
Hahayaan ko nalang sya mawala ulit? That will never be an option.
We live in a world full of mistery and we really cant predict fate.
Look at what happened to me. Fate played with me, tossed me from side to side until I can no longer stand.. But at the end, everything is in place.
Habang yakap ko si Cyrrus sa Sidewalk, muli akong tumingala sa billboard.
I read everything again ang again. I will never get tired staring at this. He hugged me even tighter.
“Akala ko, pinagpalit mo na ako.” Sabi nya, while looking at me straight in my eyes
“Akala ko, iniwan mo na ako.” I said. I still need tons of explanation. And I need a valid one. Hindi naman ako tanga para basta nalang magpakasal.
Ni hindi ko nga alam ang rason sa likod ng lahat.
“I know it’s all a blur, but I swear I will exlplain.” He said. He took my hand and laced his fingers through mine. I missed this feeling. I miss his hands, ever so gentle. I miss his heart melting gaze and his never ending smiles.
He led me towards his black car. Even his car, I grew to miss. Lahat na ng konektado sa kanya..
He drove off to a place I used to visit nung wala sya.
Escueta beach.
I relieved every memory there. I walked along the shore hoping that he will sneak up on me like he always do.
And now, he’s here, sitting with me in his black car, driving towards the place where we shared our love.
“Do you remember this place?” He asked. Remember?
I know this place by heart.
“I do. Everything here is surreal.” I said. I breathe in the fresh air and felt the wind that swept my hair back.
He led me towards the shore. Walking there with him feels like heaven. We let our feet be followed by the cold waves.
“I never want to leave you. You know that. I know I promised to never lose contact with you pero dad got in the way. He thought I was not paying attention to school. He cut off every connection I have from you. It was hell for me. It gave me sleepless nights and it breaks my heart everytime I remember you. I still remember the times we had. Everything is still clear. I still feel the kisses we shared and all those things haunts me all the time. Pagka-graduate at pagka-graduate ko, I started to train for business. And now, I came back for you.” HE said. looking sincere as ever.
“Now I understand. I thought you left me like everybody else. I thought you’re one of the people who entered then left me hanging. I know you love me, but I just lost every hope I have in my heart. Now, you expect me to just accept you like nothing happened?”
He stood there silent. I cant stop my emotions from exploading.
Ngayon ko lang nailabas ang sakit. At bawat salitang aking binabanggit ay nagpapagaang sa kalooban ko.
“I’m sorry. I love you, Anncel. I always have. Never will I feel different.” He said.
Tears flow from my ever crying eyes. Kahit kalian hindi ko sya kaya tiisin. I’m bound to forgive him no matter what he do. I’m destined to love him and my heart felt the same thing. I died when he left. I know that’s over-rated. And now, I have the chance to put things back the way it was before.
BINABASA MO ANG
Love Comes Unexpectedly (Love, Love, Love Book 1)
RomanceYou'll never know who you'll meet at the library! :D Naging words to live by na yan ni Anncel. And she proved that truely, love comes unnexpectedly in ways you can't imagine.