If I'm Your Mate Then Who Is She! (Book I)

Chapter 8:BROKEN AND REJECTION

The day of sapphires birthday

Sapphire

Dear diary

Today is the day in a hour my birthday party starts it the night and too tell you the truth I haven't seen my friends since ages

Today might he the day I might meet my mate my life my dreams will be settled and fulfilled I'll know how to learn to love someone other than your family or friend

I will know how to love me mate and give him everything my soul my heart and I'll make love to him I'll carry his mark I'll bring his pup to this world and promise to never let him go

Love sapphire
;()

I pack my bag and placed my diary in my bag since tomorrow is the day we leave and go back to London

I grab my golden sparkling dress and rush to the bathroom I got changed and  straightened my hair and done my make up I out of golden hoops and bracelet and then my black heels I smiled at my appearance I looked perfect for my mate

I heard a knock smelling I realised it was Natalie I smiled
"Come on in nat"I said and she walked in and hugged me
"Happy birthday princess"she said and I giggled
"Thanks nat"I said and hugged her back

"Let's go down everyone is waiting the party is about to begin"she said and I nodded
"Do I look okay my mate might be there"I said and she nodded
"you look perfect"she told me and I giggled I looked at the clock and it was 5 so the sun was still shining

Walking down stairs I heard whistles and clapping I smiled realising there was more then enough people here
"Come blow the cake before it belts"everyone yelled and I nodded I looked down and blew the candle and everyone clapped and just then the song was up by 'Selena Gomez hands to myself'

We all started dancing but I froze after a while I smelt the most amazing scent ever the scent I would die for the smell was of vanilla and coconut I looked around and my eyes landed on him the guy I knew the guy I felt sparks

Caden

I smiled as his eyes bored into mine he held a emotionless face and I walked towards him and when I was inches away I placed my hands on his cheeks
"Mate"we both whispered I smiled widely I grabbed my wrist and pulled me out and dragged me to God knows where

I looked at my surrounding it near s cliff the cliff was huge if someone falls it was impossible for them to survive I looked at Caden narrowing my eyes

"I can't love you but I don't want to let you go because I know my inner self my wolf loves you and my pack needs its Luna my heart belongs to someone else my soul love someone else you can never be with me" he told me I couldn't believe the words that came out of him he doesn't love me

I looked at him as the cloud above me covered the sun the leaves flew around my open hair flying on my face and then I heard the thunder before it started to pour I looked at him in the eye as he stared back at me

"You can't love me because it has already belonged to someone else you don't want to let me go because your inner self and your pack need me"I asked in the verge to cry my clothes where wet since I hadn't decided to wear a jacket and know I regret it

"I'm sorry Sapphire I love you your my mate but my hearts be taken away I can't feel your love when I know deep down I still love her"he said as tears leaked from his eyes and my did too my wolf was howling in pain

I started taking steps back as I was on the end of the Clift my life meant nothing I've always wanted a mate but I never thought my mate would not belong to me

"I LOVE YOU CADE AND I ALWAYS WILL TILL THE DAY I LIVED AND TILL THE DAY I DIE MY HEART BEATS WITH YOU AND KNOW WILL END WITH YOU" I said closing my eyes and fell back letting the wind drag me down I smiled as my feet tip toe from the ground and I was nearly off the ground

I know knew how it felt to be rejected but this was rejection it was even worser it was like I was hurt broken stabbed beaten up and other horrible things