If I'm Your Mate Then Who Is She! (Book I)

Chapter 39:CRAVING

Sapphire

The urge to throw up suddenly made me jump out of bed and rush to the toilet just in time as I threw up after I was done I rinsed my mouth and brushed my teeth

"God"I whispered as I looked at myself in the mirror my eyes were puffed and red my skin was no more fair but it was know pale my blonde hair was tangled together and I couldn't help but admit I look horrible and ugly

But also I can't forget my mate is the reason to all of this the pain he had physically and emotionally broke me he tore me in God knows how many pieces and left me to go find another piece to have that isn't me

As I walked out and checked the Time which read 4 am i laid looking at the ceiling but when I couldn't sleep I decided to go down stairs
As the popcorn warmed and I set the movie I was going to watch

The Modern day Romeo and Juliet as each sad scene came I cried and blew my nose so many tissues laid on the floor
"Crying isn't always the solution"I heard Rebecca's voice I turned to face her
"When you have nothing to fight for or defend crying makes you feel better" I told her as she sat beside me and leaned back

"What ever the reason is just remember I am by your side"she told me before kissing my forehead and walking off I had millions of people telling me that but did they did they feel love and care towards me or is it still pity of loosing my mate

I suddenly had the craving off ice cream dark chocolate but I knew we did have it so I got up wore my coat and boots and walked out the night was chilly but the stars just make my day

As I got to the restaurant which is always open I walked In and sat down and once the waiter came and started to take my order
"Can I please have dark melted chocolate ice cream"I asked she wrote it down and nodded
"Give me five"she said and walked out

"Why are you here"I heard a familiar voice which I wasn't in the mood to hear
"None of your business"I told him hoping he would understand and go away

"I am not going even if you say you shouldn't be out here at this time"Caden told me I rolled my eyes I was glad the women came and handed me my ice cream while he sat opposite me staring at me

I smiled widely and moaned
"Yummy gosh I feel like I am in paradise"I said as my eyes where closed I licked my lips I heard a laugh I open my eyes to see him laughing I wouldn't lie him laughing bought a smile on my face but then everything came back to me I got up and gave the women money and left

"I am sorry please wait"he told me but I didn't listen so he grabbed my wrist and pinned me to his car again
"Leave me Caden"I whispered
"Let me drop you"he whispered as our face was inch away I looked at his blue gorgeous eyes and then to his red lips

I snapped out of my thoughts and pushed him away
"Fine"I muttered getting in and he got in the driver seat and started driving
Once we arrived I got out and looked at him

"Thank you"I whispered and turned around before he could reply and walked inside

Caden

I am an idiot how could i loose her after finding out the truth she is right I have done everything that I could think off but she really hates me but I am not born to be an alpha to give up I will get her back

I promise my self that before driving back