If I'm Your Mate Then Who Is She! (Book I)

Chapter 17REHEARSAL

Sapphire

As I helped Caden and Anna practice I felt a pang of jealousy as Anna placed her hands on Cadens cheeks she repeated the lines I said yesterday I looked at Caden who had his eyes focused on me.

Do I love him?

Of course I do he's my Mate I've always wished for one and he's right in front of me but he's not mine he doesn't belong to me I'm just someone that is unsure.

Do I want him?

Damn I do I want him all to myself I want him wipped in my love I want him to see me no one else I want him to be the one who bares his children the one who has his heart the one who he believes the most.

But I guess that's never coming true right?
Dreams always stay dreams they don't come true until you do it on your own and make it come true and that's what I'm going to do I'm going to make him love me all my dreams I'm going to make it come true

"Great"I said looking away from his eyes
"Sapphire can I take a break please"she asked looking at me I nodded and smiled
"Sure but be back before 5 minutes"I told her and this time she nodded and hurried off

"Is every thing-"I cut him off by walking away I didn't know how to talk to him and what I will say maybe something stupid

"Ella and Elle please colour the tree properly look like this"I said taking the paint brush from them and gently did the edges showing the twins who nodded I smiled and handed the paint brush back

"Sappy I need to talk to you"Cade said looking at me straight in the eyes that sent shivers down my spine
"I can't Cade I'm-"he cut me of by using his alpha voice
"Now"he said in his alpha voice making me submit I followed him to God knows where

Finally we came to a stop it was near his car I sat on the the car as he stood facing me
"What's wrong"he asked me as he took a step closer my breathing hitched
"N-nothing"was all I could say

"Don't lie sappy was it because Anna was touching me"he asked and this time I looked up into his crystal eyes that I could die to see
"Pss why would I care it's your life your body what can I say?what can I do?"I asked looking away from the Corner of my eyes I saw him taking another step closer I clutched my hands together

"Why don't you care?"he asked as he placed his hands on my chin and made me look up as I was going to answer by some random thing a voice called our name when we looked it was ana
"Come on it's been 10 minutes don't you want to practice"she asked I quickly jumped of the car and hurried off next to her

As we all were done it was time to get there clothing size and measured them
"Okay guys in a line first person who will go and get her dress checked will be Anna"I said as I ticked the box of her name

"Thank you miss Anna next please"the guy said he was old a bit of white mixed with black
" Romeo"I said and Cade came I ticked his name as I looked up I caught him staring at me but as soon as he saw I caught him he looked away