It's Now or Never

Tender love

Se Hun drops Monica off at the hotel. She thanks him for everything and he tells her if she needs anything to give him a call. She kisses him on the cheek and he heads back to the dorm.

Monica opens her hotel door and Kyungsoo is sitting on the couch. It's 6:27 am, Kyungsoo looks at her and she walks into the bedroom. She starts taking her clothes off and is about to step in the shower when Kyungsoo walks in.
"Are you ok?" he asks, not the response she was expecting.
"Can we talk about this when I get out of the shower?"
Monica gets in the shower when she feels a draft. She turns around and Kyungsoo has gotten in and is closing the shower door.
"What are you doing?" she asks
"We' re going to talk. I gave you your space last night because you asked me to."
"Don't you want to know where I've been all night?" she asked him trying to change the subject.
"If you feel you have to tell me, it's fine, tell me."
What Monica didn't know was that Sehun had called D.O. last night at the Café and let him know what was going on.  D.O. instructed Sehun to take care of her. He knew she wasn't ready to talk with him, that she was hurting and needed someone. Kyungsoo just wanted her to be ok, even if that meant she was with Sehun.
"I was with Sehun."
She didn't get a response. He didn't blink or give her a look.
"He rode me around all night on his motorcycle, and I don't regret it." She told him trying to get him to react.
This time he responds, but not like she thought he would. She wanted him to feel hurt, to be mad, and upset that she spent the night with her arms around another man. She wanted him to feel a little like she had been feeling.
"If I couldn't be there for you, I'm glad you had someone to be there."
Thrown by Kyungsoo's comment, she turns around and says "I knew you didn't care."
Kyungsoo grabs her arms and turns her around. "Don't you ever say I don't care about you! I am so sorry I didn't tell you sooner, no excuses. I messed up."
"She looked up at Kyungsoo, seeing that he was truly sorry for not telling her. Monica's body goes weak and Kyungsoo catches her.
He helps her out the shower and into a bathrobe.
"When was the last time you ate?" he asks
"I don't remember."
"I'm going to order some take-out. I'm in the mood for bacon, cheeseburger, and fries."
Monica smiles, thinking of how her influence is rubbing off on him.
"It sounds good to me." She tells him, realizing how lucky she is to have someone who loves her.
Kyungsoo, I'm sorry for the way I've behaved. Nothing happened with Sehun and me."
"You don't have to explain, I understand. I know nothing happened."

The food arrives and after eating, they sit on the carpet, and Kyungsoo tells her how they first met, how he couldn't stop messing in her hair because he had never seen anyone with it. How they would go to the park together and how he taught her how to swim. She desperately tried to remember, but couldn't.
"Does this make you sad to hear?" Kyungsoo asks
"Only because you're coming out looking good in these stories and I know it wasn't always that way."
Kyungsoo laughs and she smiles lovingly at him. He looks at her and thinks how beautiful she is. His body temperature starts to rise and his heart is beating faster. He looks through her with his deep, dark eyes. Monica recognizes that look and she blushes.
"Come here" he demands of her.
She goes to him. He pushes her hair to the side and kisses her neck. Monica wraps her legs around his waist. He pulls down her bathrobe to expose her breasts. He places his hands on her breasts and gently squeezes her nipples with his fingertips. Monica puts her arms behind her on the carpet and watches him caress her breast and place her nipple in his mouth. Suddenly he stops and gets up.
"Where are you going?" she asks.
He gives her a pillow and tells her to lie back on it. He walks over to the kitchen, gets a bowl from the cabinet, and open the freezer. He proceeds to take ice from the trays and put it in the bowl. He walks back over to Monica, put the bowl of ice next to her. He takes off his shirt and starts to pull down his joggers, which makes Monica raise to her elbows so that she can have a clear view of him. He smirks as she sits up. She unties her robe and opens it and watches as he grows with excitement. He kneels down and spreads her legs. He begins to kiss her thighs, he reaches into the bowl and takes out an ice cube. He rubs it on her thigh and follows up with a kiss where he put the ice. He does this several times. The ice is melting and drizzling down Monica's leg and Kyungsoo licks it. He takes a couple of ice cubes and put it in his hands, making sure his fingers are chilled. He then places his fingers inside of her and she lets out a loud groan. He moves his fingers in and out of her and soon they are met by her moisture. He rubs his thumb over her, exposing exactly where he is going to place his tongue. He begins to lick her. The closer she gets to climax, the louder her moans become. She knows Kyungsoo never lets her climax this way, so she's prepared for him to stop. But this time he doesn't stop. She starts touching her breasts and holding his head to her when she realizes he's not going to stop. He puts her legs around his shoulders and she starts to shake and try to push him away. But he doesn't go anywhere. She screams and her body tenses and she releases her warmth. He takes her legs down and watches as her body continues to shake. She turns over and is on her knees and elbows. She turns and looks at him and he's smiling.
"Front door only," she tells him.
He penetrates her, inserting himself in and out of her with force, stopping each time when he is almost done. So she starts to move back and forth on him. This makes him grab her by the waist and thrust himself harder into her. He finishes and gently pulls out of her.
"Are you OK?" he asks
"I'm fine," she tells him, but she knows that she is going to be sore. She didn't care. She never knew he would make love to her the way he did. Every time with him is different. She didn't know what to expect anymore and she wasn't going to try and figure it out. All she knew was, she loved him and that she didn't want to lose him.
Kyungsoo phone rings, it was Kai.
"New Year's Eve celebration, the guys and their girlfriends?"