It's Now or Never

My Answer

They arrive at the hotel.

"Are you OK? You've been quiet since we left."
"Make love to me." Monica needed Kyungsoo to hold her and never let her go.
"Wait, what's wrong?" he asks, sitting Monica on his lap.
I don't want this to end. In a few more days, I'll be heading back to New York. I've lived most of my life there, but no place has felt more like home than here with you, is what she wanted to say. She is in love with Kyungsoo, but she doesn't know how he feels about her. Instead, she tells him that everything is OK and starts kissing him.

Monica kisses Kyungsoo passionately like she's never going to see him again. He slides his hand under her blouse and unhooks her bra strap. Monica reaches down and pulls Kyungsoo shirt over his head. This time, they don't make it to the bedroom. He takes her on the couch, bringing Monica to multiple orgasms.

Monica gets up to take a shower. Kyungsoo follows shortly after her, not wanting to be away from her as if he is thinking about her leaving. Kyungsoo moves in behind her and inserts himself. She puts her hands on the shower wall to steady herself from the impact. He reaches around her and touches her breasts. She takes his hand and places it between her thighs. He could feel her throbbing and knew she was near. He pulls out of her, they get out the shower and make their way to the bed. Monica pushes his wet, naked body on the bed and climbs on top of him. Kyungsoo always likes to be in control, but he loves it when Monica rides him. Monica kisses his neck, making her way down his chest, and then she holds him while he watches her put him in her mouth. Kyungsoo watches as her tongue slides up and down him, as she opens her mouth and takes all of him in. Kyungsoo begins shaking and is on the verge of coming, but she doesn't allow him. Very pleased with herself, she looks up at him and smiles. Kyungsoo turns her over, her back is on his chest. He starts rubbing her breast and grinding against her butt. She puts him inside of her where she is wet and warm. Monica sits up and bounces up and down on him, being careful to keep him in her. This is exactly what he wanted. Her on top and all of him in her. He holds her by the waist and pushes her on him harder, their bodies now slapping against one another. She looks down and his toes are curled, which makes her smile. Monica raises up Kyungsoo, quickly turns around, and places him back in her. They both knew the end was near. Monica comes first, Kyungsoo sits up and holds her as he immediately follows.

Kyungsoo knows something is bothering Monica and he thinks he knows what it is because he is having some of the same concerns.

The next two days were hectic for Kyungsoo. With the all-day rehearsals and late-night practices, he and Monica weren't able to spend any time together. Not being able to see him made Monica's fears worsen. But she would never let him know that. Face time would have to be enough.

July 23-
The weekend and Kyungsoo has time for himself after an early morning practice. He calls Monica and instructs her to be ready at 1:00, he wanted to take her somewhere. Monica is excited about spending the day and night with him, but it's bittersweet because she will be leaving tomorrow.

Kyungsoo asks Monica to meet him in the lobby. Monica steps off the elevator and when she sees him, she walks up to him and throws her arms around him.
"I've missed you so much", she tells him.
"I've missed you too."
She takes his arm and they get into the car. Monica notices a small wrapped box. It's too big for a ring, she wondered what it was.

"Is that for me?" she asks

"Yes, it is?"

"Can I open it?"

"Not until we get to our destination."

The entire ride, Monica doesn't take her hands off him. She kept her hands in his hair, which normally would have bothered him, but he didn't seem to mind. She held his hands, touched his face, wrapped her legs around his, and tried to remember every detail about Kyungsoo.

They arrive at their destination. Kyungsoo picks up the box and leads Monica to the Namsan cable car to N Seoul Tower. He takes Monica and has her sit on the heart chairs.

"The first moment I met you, I knew you would change my world. I want to give you all I am and will be. My world is a brighter place because you're in it. You have my heart, it belongs to you and only you." Kyungsoo tells Monica and hands her the box.

Monica opens the box. Inside was a lock of two hearts connected. He turned it over and it was engraved. Kyungsoo and Monica, two worlds will never separate.

"Monica kisses Kyungsoo, "It's beautiful!"
They find a place to put their love lock and finally he tells her, "I love You, Monica."
"I love you too Kyungsoo."

They return to the hotel and spend the night laughing and talking. Monica falls asleep on Kyungsoo's lap. He gently caresses her face and knows she is not only his girl and lover but his best friend and that tomorrow we're going to be the hardest goodbye he has ever said.

July 24-
Monica is about to board her plane. Kyungsoo holds and kisses her. "Remember what I told you."

A tear falls from her eye. "I love you Kyungsoo."
"I love you, Monica."
Monica boards her plane.