Chapter twenty

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I wake up with 50 texts, Ten from Scott, and Thirty from Lauren

Lo <3 2 am
I'm
Sad
You're not awake are you?

Lo <3 2:05 am
I miss you

Lo <3 2:06 am
I miss your face

And more cheesy cute things I decide to call her I want to hear her raspy amazing voice

"Hey" I can hear her smile through the phone
"Hey what's up?" I ask
"I wanna see you" she says
"FaceTime?" I ask
"Yeah but, I wanna hug you and dance with you" she says
"Fine we can come get you, give me address" I say
"You can come to mine, I just want to be with you" she says
"Okay I'll Go ask Stevie and ally" I say
"Okay bye" she says
"Bye" I say

I walk out

"Hey mum can I go to Lauren's?" I ask
"Lauren?" Stevie says
"Lauren jauregui" I say calmer then I wanted to
"Wait, from fifth harmony!" Ally squeals
"Yep" I say calm
"Of Course! Wait why?" She asks
"Because I think she likes me and I like her" I smile
"Oh my god. Mercy this is great" she says
"I know"
I finally squeal
"Sure where?" Ally asks

I tell her the address and I pack some clothes. Just in case. And a few snapbacks and we are on our way!

"Bye mum"
I say as
I get out of the car
"Bye" she smiles

I walk up to this pretty big apartment and I knock on the door

"Hello" she says as she opens it
"Hi" I say

She hugs me,

"God Lauren" I laugh
"What?" She smiles
"Nothing" I smile

She lets me into her flat. Mighty big I might add but it's comfy and great. I sit on the couch

Steph 8:00 am
I miss you. Please come back

I sigh

"What's wrong?" Lauren moves to the same couch as me
"My ex" I sigh
"What happened?"
"She- Erm cheated on me" I look away
"Hey" she says making me look at her
"You're my miss moving on" she smiles

I giggle at her own song lyric.

"Dork" I smile

I seem to call everyone that has an impact on my life a dork. I don't know why but it seems as just a lovey thing for me to do. Say I love someone. Or have great feelings for them I will call them a dork in response of cheesyness or just plain fangirl. That's just me.

"Mercy?" She asks
"Yeah?"
"I would like to know about your problems now" she smiles at me
"No lo you don't. I'm a messed up teen" I admit
"No, never. Don't Say that about yourself" she frowns
"You want to know lo?" I ask
"Yes" she replies quickly

I sigh again

"I was about ten and I realized oh. I like girls, I mean I was always attracted to them but never knew the meaning of the word gay. I went around as a kid saying I was gay. Then my mum pushed me to be straight. Set me up with this dude. And I was perfect. No. I got bullied from day one. No one knew the harsh words they would say to me. That I'm fat. Ugly. Worst of all. Gay. My mum told me it was horrible. So I thought it was horrible. But no one has ever treated me better than my past girlfriend. I have depression. Anxiety, and mild OCD. I dislike it. So much. Sometimes I want to die. There is not a day that goes by where I don't want to cut. It's horrible." I say as my tears have Been falling for a while now

Lauren looks speechless

"You're not fat. Or ugly. Or any of those harsh things that they may have said to you. You are perfect in my eyes. And all your scars I will love endlessly" she says grabbing my wrists and rolling up my sleeves

She slowly kisses each one of my scars on each wrist. And let me tell you there is a lot.

"Why?" I ask
"Why what Hun?"
"Your scars. What is your story?"

She sighs

"I was a little kid like you when I realized I was gay. My parents hated the fact too. But they lived with it. I have depression. And also anxiety. But I cut a lot. I wanted to die. Then I found music. It was like I could just not exist when I had it. I auditioned for the x-factor and I found my best friends. For life. They helped me on tour. And everything. I love them. But then you. You came into my life that day in the dressing room. Your amazing looks and the way you were so shy and nervous. I found it so cute. And the way your hair fell over your right ear when you looked at me. And then the slow dance gosh mercy." She finishes with the bigger smile
"When is your guys next concert?" I ask
"Oh Erm tomorrow why?" She asks
"Just wondering" I say
"Oh well you're coming" she smiles
"Really thank you" I smile
"No problem" she says

God lo. That was the most beautiful thing ever almost as beautiful as you That's what i wanted to say but I didn't cause I suck at flirting and being cute. I go home a while after eating and us being dorks.

"Hey mum" I say smiling at ally
"Hi" she says
"Wanna go to a fifth harmony concert with me?" I ask
"Sure!" She says happily
"Good it's tomorrow" I smile
"Yay!" She yells

God I love her.

A/n

Hey guys I hope your enjoying this fanfiction 2K!!!!!! Oml thank you so much just keep reading and favoriting please. Sorry for not updating in a while. I have had writers block.
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