Adopted by Stally

Chapter fifty eight

"How do you know it's true love?" I hear Camila say as we stare up at my ceiling. I don't even hesitate.
"How do I know it's true love? I find that everyone has their own true love as in their own experience. I see the love. The way Lauren looks at me. The way I feel when she's around me. My stomach goes crazy. I feel like I'm at the top of a building and I'm about to hang glide- or something crazy like that- and the adrenaline is pumping so hard. The fact she's shown her soul to me and I've shown mine to her. We love each other and I don't think we will ever stop." I say still gazing at the ceiling smiling at the thought of the raven haired girl.
"Why do you think I haven't found it yet?" She asks
"I'm not too sure camz, but I know it will come"
"What if it doesn't" she turns to look at me

I look at her and smile

"Camz, of course it will. I mean look at you. Everyone deserves love. Even the meanest person on the planet. Even Karla Camila Cabello. You deserve True love just as much as I do. They just haven't shown up yet" I smile turning my gaze back to the ceiling
"They just haven't shown up yet" the older girl repeats whispering.

I find love-what I think love is- to be the greatest thing anyone can have and feel. I can't explain everything I feel around my girlfriend. But I will tell you this. I feel like she feels the same-no-I know she feels the same. She's my everything. Yes i would be destroyed if something ever happens to us. But I know that it would be for the better if anything does and that this wasn't my true love. But I hope to God this is my true love. This is the one. Lauren is the one. And I will tell myself that until the world tells me other.

I haven't talked to ally in a day. I wanna talk to her but I feel like she's disappointed in me for my little Attitude thing in the kitchen.

"Do you think ally's still mad at me?" I ask Camila
"I doubt it" Camila says
"Okay" I say getting up
"Where are you going?" Camila asks
"To see my mum and tell her I'm sorry, I'll be back" i say
"Okay" she says looking back up my ceiling going back into deep thought.

I walk out. No. I tip toe out of my room trying to be as stealthy as I can. I see ally on her phone looking upset. Stevie hasn't been around in like three days. What's going on?

"Hey-uh-hey mum?" I say sitting down next to her
"Yeah?" She says looking up
"I'm sorry about yesterday" I say looking at my hands sighing
"It's okay mercy" she smiles at me
"Why, why-where is mom?" I ask quietly
"She uh-she's on a trip." Ally says looking at her phone sighing
"She's not really on a trip is she?" I ask
"We just need a little time apart, she still wants to see you but just not me-"
"If she won't see you I won't see her." I say
"Mercy she loves you with all her heart she just needs time to process-"
"Process what? You guys made me believe in true love and you just 'need space' for a little?" I sigh
"Mercy it's not like that. We aren't breaking up we just need to be distanced for a little while." She says
"For how long?" I ask
"Who knows" ally sighs
"I love you mum, I'm always here" I say
"I love you too babe" she says

I hug her and get up.

"I'm going back to Camz now, see you in a little when we get hungry" I smile
"Okay" she smiles

I have my own true love and that's gods enough.

"What's wrong?" Camz asks
"My parents are on a break" I sigh sitting on my bed
"Why?" She asks sitting up
"I dunno. She wouldn't tell me besides 'sometimes people need to distance themselves for a little while'" I sigh
"I'm sorry" Camila says
"It's okay, I just want a hug" I say

Camila opens her arms smiling and I accept her offer.

All that clouds my head is why?

A/n

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