Chapter 14: Bad habits

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I am now sitting in mine and Hunter room taking in what has happen the last few months. My dad. The enemy. fearing of what would happen if they found us. What would they do to me? Why me? Why does all of the bad things have to happen to me? All of those questions keep wondering now through my head and the urge of cutting came. I went to the toilet and got my blade box out.
Slice one - why me
Slice two - why do everyone either hates me or wants to kill me
Slice three - why do I have to be a mistake
The list went on and I eventually stop after about 10 cut. Looking down I can see blood covering my arm and satisfaction filled me. I cleaned up the blade and the bathroom and cover my arm. As I went out of the bathroom, I went face to face with Hunter.

"Hey babe" he hugged me

"Hey" I reply hugging back trying to not touch my right arm (the arm I cut on). Hunter notice and pulled back

"Are you ok?" He ask curious

"Yeah why?" I replied not looking into his eyes

"Don't lie to me Eva" he then pulled up my sleeve and saw the fresh cuts.

"What did you do to yourself? Give me the blade Eva"

"N-no" I replied walking pass him

"Give me the blade Eva" he repeats louder

"NO" I shout

He then rushed into the bathroom and search. Finally he came out with my blade box

"Give it back" I screamed

"No. Now you watch and you will know how I feel"

The blade then connect with his arm. Pain filled me

"Stop please" I screamed

"How many cuts?"

"Stop" I cried out

"How many" he ask as the blade went deep into his arm

"T-ten" I stuttered in between my sobs

He then slice more and pain struck my chest as each time the blade connect to his skin. When he's done he put the blade down the drain.

"Every time you hurt yourself I will do the same. You don't deserve it and it pains me to see you like this. I'm sorry I have to hurt you. It's the only way I can get you to stop" he went and embrace me in a hug

"Promise me you will stop"

"I-i promise" I whisper knowing this is one bad habit that I have to get rid of.

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