you push me away like I'm nothing. don't you see that I love you. I read you notes and I our messages over and over again. you dying without goodbye and you wont let me be there and that is hurting me. I don't want you too leave me here I know I cant help it but I let me be there. me and you best friend are hurting and you don't seem to care. you told me you had me and that was enough and you loved/ love me and always will you limited about of is cause you to say goodbye but that's not what I want.you say you don't want this to be hard me but it already is. I love you too... and your dying without goodbye and we will be together again eventually... this is forver and always.
Dear Richard,
I know you wont ever see this and I know that you want me to forget about you. but I cant honestly I love you and I cant walk away. I have 6 months left with you and all I wanna do is make it to be there for you. your dying and we cant say goodbye. that was never our thing. but forever and always was. one day we will be together again eventually... I love you forever and always.
-once again Kay.
(names are changed)
