I love you...to the moon and back...remember.... You promised and I sat here waiting and you left me here in the cold with nothing to say but I'm sorry. I guess I was wrong to open up and trust you. Once again I was lied to and faced in self destruction waiting for the finally seconds before I break and grab me and make me think what did I do wrong. You leave me with the finally rose of our last date and I wait and wait for you to never show up my dreams are finally crushed and you'll never know the true pain I have held until you walked away from me. I held my breath wait for the moment you said the words I love you. But I don't forgive you. This isn't what I wanted but in the end it's what I got. 6 months trying and trying to forgive you and you always reappear when I'm weak and you know I can't say no. I love you... To the moon and back, do you remember telling me that night after night? Or was it in my head. Just please leave me here. I'll take the rose and watch it die like did when our love started to decay. It's finally over and I sit in the dark room were in safe and I wait for nothing to ever happen,because all you ever did was use me for a mind game you convinced me as love. But just remember I did at one point love you too the moon and back and our "forever" is over.
