I told you so from day one that I was never going to be perfect. You sit here and you're upset with me because of my actions you sit there and talk so much behind my back but you don't realize what you did in the end. Everything happens for a reason but you never understood why I did what I did nor will you understand. I did this for a reason not because I really wanted to hurt you or because I wanted to leave it's because I can't stand how I was treated how I felt what was going through my mind, you made me think like I was a bad person that over thinking was bad over thinking would eventually hurt me even more or make me even more crazier than what I am. I told you today what I felt you told me that I should have tried harder to push out these feelings it doesn't work that way. I fight and I got I told you so. I finally try to open up and you shut me down but don't you see how crazy this is. I told you from day one you would be Harley Quinn and Joker face in the world fighting our demons little did you know I would be the one to kill it kill what we had. Yea yea yea I understand everything I did I did it completely wrong on my behalf I may have went about it the wrong way the little did you know the way you when hurt even more. The fact that you think something could happen again kills me it's possible down the road but not anytime soon not until you straighten your act when you can when and how to be honest and actually trust me. Because sweetheart this is just another long story. And the signs with I told you so I was right again.
