My mind plays games with me. I can't sleep because I see things that have happened to me when I was younger. I don't eat because my mind tells me I don't need to I'm already fat. My mind tells me no one will love me because I have been hurt one to many times.
I stay up late because I can't sleep even though I truly want my mind makes it very hard to. All I want to do is close my eyes just for a second but give me time I'll be up in less than an hour.
This is why I hate mind games.
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