Once, someone told me that pain was only a state of mind. I just agreed and thought that it was someone stupid because everyone knows, I know that pain can't be just a state of mind because if it is... Oh my fucking gosh, i would have gone crazy by now to have it! Pain, i guess that it is something physical as much as it is something in our mind, yes. Have you ever been hurt? There are different kind of hurt, you know. First, it is this really small pain when you hit yourself on something, and the other, little bit higher then the first state, when you hit your little toe on the corner of the table. Yes, it hurts, almost as much as when you break a bone. But all this, it's physical. Did you ever really been hurt? Not only this pain that goes away with pills, but this high, this hhorrible pain that makes you suffer from inside, makes you suffer to live in your own body, that makes you regret to be able to feel something, anything. This pain that kills people from the inside. This pain that I've been feeling during so long! This fucking horrible crazy pain that makes you wanna kill yourself cause you just feel bad enough to do it. I've been throught it. I've been throught it and I never will be more proud to survive from this than all the others things in my life. I tried, you know. I tried to, once. I regret it, so much now. I realized that the live I was living was maybe difficult, but it was all everyone has to live. I've been throught a lot, but other made it to. and it is at this moment that I understand what this person was really saying. Pain is a state of mind because it's when we decide it worths the pain that the pain doesn't matter anymore. Pain is only waht we think it is.
VOUS LISEZ
•My own wrecked mind•
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