Mature scenes
Riley's POV
I decided to stay
This guy needs my help more then I need his
Ryan always told me to help those in need
That's what I love about him well loved
It's still hard to think that he's never coming back
Riley it was 3 years ago move on
How can I when every time I close my eyes I'm back in his arms
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"Get back here Riley you owe me a kiss" Ryan yells as I run away
"I owe you nothing you cheated " I keep running
I find a pair off arms wrap around my waist
"We're so you think your going baby girl " he kisses my cheek
"No where muffin " I say with a giggle
"Don't call me that or else " he warns
"M-u-f-f-I-n muffin " I spell out
"That's it "
He starts to tickle me
"R-Ryan sto-p " I say In between giggles
"I told you to stop say you love me and I'll stop " he says
"N-ever " I continue to laugh
"Say it "
"Ok ok I love you " he stops as I settle my breathing
"That's my girl " he kisses my forehead
"Ryan do you think we'll be alright you know even after you go to collage " worry soon takes over my voice
"Baby girl every time I look at a person the only face I see is you when I hear a voice it's your voice so yes we'll be alright because I'm yours and your mine " he looks me in the eye
"Forever "
"Forever "
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I feel a tear roll down my cheek
It's hard losing someone you love so much
Maybe that's why josh drinks because he lost his little sister
How selfish am I having a go at him for doing the same thing I did for a year
The only way to escape reality was to drink
Maybe that's why he does it
At this point I was balling my eyes out
I need her
I need Amber
I dial her number and she picks up straight away
"Hey whore "
"Amber I need you " I say crying in the phone
"Riley what's wrong is everything ok " worry consumes her voice
"It's him Amber I need him it's been 3 years when will it stop every time I close my eyes it's his face I thought I'd never speak or think about him it would just go away but it's only made it worse Amber he said forever he lied " I drop to my knees in tears
"Listen to me Riley he wouldn't want you thinking like this for the last three years you have not lived your life you will always love Ryan and he will always be there but he would want you to be happy trust me I knew my brother and he would want nothing but happiness for you two days before he died he told me that his happiness is your happiness now stop blaming yourself for everything that goes wrong and start living your open your heart cause that's what he would want" her words hit me like a knife
"I miss you Amber only two more days till your home then for a whole week it's just you and me promise "
"Promise Riley I love you "
"I love you two "
I hung up the phone
I try to stand but it just won't work
So I just sit there for a while
She's right I have to stop living in the past he would want me to be happy
He makes you happy
I run to joshes room
"Riley what's wrong " he has panic
I kiss him and for a split second I forgot about Ryan
"I wanna try something ok and don't talk till I'm finished" I warn
"Ok " is all he says
"Let's see if there's any hope for an us I'm not saying to fall inlove I'm just saying we try to see if there is even a spark or something because when I'm with you I forget all my worries and troubles " I try to catch my breath
"I could say the same for you when my sister died I wanted nothing more then to forget about it but it only made it worse then you came along and when we kiss I forgot my name I forget how to breath and your smile drives me crazy I like you Riley I like you a lot " I kiss him
The kiss turns into a more intense kiss
He picks me up and takes me to his bed
He lifts my shirt over my head and unhooks my bra
I take off his pants and his top
He grabs a condom out off his draw
He takes off my skirt
I take off his boxers
He inserts
I let out a moan
I haven't felt this way in a long time
He started to go faster
Which made me moan louder
"Say my name Riley " he says as he goes in and out
"J-o-Sh " I scream
After an hour I fall asleep
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Bestfriend pact!!
FantasyRiley and Amber have been best friends since they were five years old nothing comes between there friendship that's until josh and jarred come to the picture they make a pact to stay best friends forever will they keep the pact ?
