Riley's POV
"Was last night weird to you " I pause the movie me and amber were watching
"It's was at the start but then it kinda oh who am I kidding it was ducking awkward " she drinks her drink
"I mean at the start they wanted to kill each other and then they were buddy buddy " I get off the couch and head to the kitchen
"I know hey you making pancakes " she smiles
"How do you stay skinny can I asks you eat like a horse " I laugh
I grab the flower and make some pancake mixs
DING DONG
"Can you get that while I make pancakes " I asks Amber
"Yer" she walks to the door
"Oh um Riley josh is here " he words shock me
I'm in pjs I have no make up on
What the fuck
"Umm just give me a second " I yell
To late
He's standing right in front off me
"Well I'm just gonna drive home and get some clothes ok be back later love ya " Amber leaves
I hide my face
"What are you doing " he asks
"Oh um haven't brushed my teeth yet I don't want you smelling my donkey breath " I begin to walk away
He grabs my arm and turns me around
"I don't care about your breath or the fact that you have no make up on I think your beautiful with no make up on and no clothes " he smirks
"Uhh thanks can I go now " I asks
"One more thing" he kisses me
"I think we need to talk " I insist
I walk to the couch and sit down
"I think we're morning to fast I mean we already had sex which was a mistake and now we're acting like a proper couple I just don't know if I'm really ready " my words must off hurt him cause he stands up
"Are you fucking joking its been two days and you wanna just give it up he's gone Riley and he ain't coming back so get that out off you ducking head in here I'm willing to drop anything and anyone for you and you Le just gonna stop it like that I'm falling for ya Riley I can't lose you I've already lost her not you two " she shouts
"We know nothing about each other this isn't about Ryan I know nothing about you we can't start something and fall in love if we don't know each other"i start to cry
"Riley you wanna know stuff about me fine my sister was murdered about two year ago by a person who got away with it because I made the wrong decision my mum and dad can't look at me the same but you come along and make me feel safe make me feel like maybe I'm worth something I don't feel the need to drink when I'm with you it's you Riley you make me wanna keep going I've been to strong for to long and it's just not working I fuck a different girl every night I get pissed but then here you come and make me stop all that" he sits back on the couch
"I-ii didn't know I'm sorry I'm falling for you two and it scared the living shit out off me when I lost Ryan I thought I would just live my life alone and not have to worry about someone else getting hurt now before I close my eyes I worry if your safe or if I'm falling to hard for a person I meet two weeks ago I don't k ow what to do I wanna hold on to Ryan but I know I gotta let go cause I'm falling for you and I can't hurt you or lose you " I cry
He hugs me
We just stay there for a while
"So please tell me we'll try well slow it down if that's what you want " he lifts me chin up
"If we take it slow ill try again " I say whipping my tears off my face
"Can I kiss ya " he asks
"I guess "
He kisses me and it feels amazing
What am I doing ?
YOU ARE READING
Bestfriend pact!!
FantasyRiley and Amber have been best friends since they were five years old nothing comes between there friendship that's until josh and jarred come to the picture they make a pact to stay best friends forever will they keep the pact ?
