Bestfriend pact!!

Day 79

Riley's POV

I haven't spoke to josh for the past 24 hours he doesn't deserve it

Why didn't he just walk away and leave me out off this whole mess I was fine by myself

Were you ?

KNOCK KNOCK

"Baby" he enters

I just look away

"Listen I know your angry and I don't blame you but if you just listen to why I did it it might change your mind " he says

I just nod

"It was about 2 and half years ago I was 16 loving life we moved to Washington and everything was alright that's when I met jarred one day we were walking home from school and we sore this guy getting beaten up so we went over and stopped it turns out the guy was a leader off a massive gang and he said that if we did some jobs for him we could be very rich so being young and stupid we agreed but as the time went by we started seeing things we couldn't take back these people were horrible so we decided we wanted to leave so I went home to find Blake sitting on my couch with a knife to my baby sister throat he knew that we were gonna leave so he had to stop us I saw my dads gun and ran for it by while I was doing that he slit her throat so I shot him and I just kept doing it over and over again "he begins to cry " I ran over to my baby sister and tried to save her but it was to late then Blake started to love so jarred shot him in the head we rang the police but it was to late my baby sister was dead because off me so after that my parents moved me out here while they went away for a while they come and visit when they can but its hard I know they don't mean to but they blame me for the whole thing because it is my fault " he falls to his knees

How could I be so selfish he watched his sister die he had to kill him I would off the dome the same thing

"I'm mad yes I'm not gonna lie but I forgive you you were young and what you did anyone would off done but what were you thinking getting into a relationship knowing that they were after you " I asks

"I didn't mean to fall in love I tried to leave that why I cashed but then I just couldn't go one day without you Riley I'm in love with you I just couldn't go "

I begin to cry

"Baby I will let nothing happen to you I promise " he says and takes my hand

"I need you to promise me one more thing of this does turn bad and he makes you choose between me or Amber choose Amber because I can't live a day without her " I say

"Babe I can't " he says

"You need to promise me I've lost enough I can't lose her or you "I say crying

"It won't come to that " he says

"But if it does I need you to promise me as much as I love you and you love me she's just found love and started living her life so promise me " I say looking him in the eyes

"I can only say I'll try cause if the time comes I don't know what I'll do " he says

I kiss him

I hold him

He hold me like it's the last time he's gonna hold me

"I love you " he says

"I love you to " I say back