Days

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Tuesday

I didn't go to school today. I didn't talk to anyone.

Wednesday

I didn't go to school or youth orchestra.  Hope and Maureen texted. Jess didn't stop texting. I haven't read any.

Thursday

I had a nightmare that I killed Izzy with my own hands. I still felt the blood cover my hands when I woke up.

Friday

I don't know if they had the funeral yet or when they will. I don't think I could bring myself to go anyway.

Saturday

I'm going back to school on Monday. I've missed too many days.

Sunday

I never saw her body.

Monday

I never said goodbye.

Tuesday

Delaney: You're never going to text back. I'm never going to see you again. I don't know if you know I'm sending this wherever you are. I just want to say goodbye. Please just let me say goodbye. This is my final goodbye. Goodbye, Izzy, goodbye.

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