Insanity and the bunny

Chapter 9 Do I really seem like a monster?

POV: SamGladiator

I lightly pushed yuki off my chest on to the bed and got up I looked back to see her still sleeping she looked really cute when she sleeps I thought as I walked past taurtis and I stared at his resting form why did he save me I wondered as I began to walk out. I began to head to find the door so I can go home but immediately as I walked out I walked right into Grian he blinked at me and immediately grabbed and drag me towards to the living room and sat me down. I looked down to see a carrot and some milk on the coffee table he sat down next to me and said with a straight face  well aren't ya gonna eat I nodded and started to eat the carrot I had no ideal what to say "oh hey um thanks for saving me from hanging myself"? yeah that would make things worse. Hey Sam am sorry for abandoning you said Grian I just stared at him he was sorry? you don't have to be sorry I understand why you abandoned me I stabbed taurtis I deserved it I said as I just quietly munched on the carrot. No you might have stabbed him but that doesn't mean we should have just ignored you said Grian with a sad look on his face.So where did you take me after stopping my suicide I said after finishing my carrot well your at  my house which I bought after moving out of our house where have you been living cause your not at our old one said  Grian now turning the question around to me. I live in our dead teacher Gareth's house since it was cheap due to the haunting I said looking for a reaction from Grian but got only a strange look from him.I should have guessed that since he knew how Gareth helped me to almost kill myself. We are gonna need to go get your uniform for school since its gonna be starting a hour. Wait what time is it I ask questionably 5am am surprised your awake after taurtis accidently knocked you out when he saved you said Grian getting his red jacket on I already have mine on but I heard Grian said under his breath thank god we didn't let yuki undress him I blushed at that remark and I began to follow Grian as he walked outside. Wait am allowed to go back to school I said quietly as I walked with Grian yeah your going to be under watch and you might be treated worst then before but don't worry we got your back said Grian with a smile on his face. Grian do I still seem like the monster that attacked Dom and Jts I said looking at him with a grimace on my face.  He put his hand on my shoulder and said no to us you seem like someone who is nice and friendly but to the school you still seem like a monster but trust me your not that person who attacked dom and jts I smiled at his words and believed him.