I Am Me (BTS's Taehyung) [Complete]

I Am Me (ANNOUNCEMENT)

(A/N) I'm learning so much from other authors :D Trying new things too~ I wanted to know if you (the readers) wanted a separate account for me to make for BTS where you can look up the stories easier? Please tell me what you think everyone! Other than that, enjoy the chapter :3

| Chapter 11 | Will It Happen? |

It was amazing to Taehyung after getting to the Picnic, smiling and seeing how his family reacted with Hana. Even after that talk with her, and Yoogni asking about it, he felt as if it never happened and he really wanted to smile and throw hearts everywhere but he felt a tug in his heart each time he tried talking to Hana. Was it because of his past or something? He honestly can't say and he rather forget all that.

Yoogni knew that Taehyung was struggling a bit with the abuse in his mind, so he tried comforting him in any way he could but it only made it awkward for him as they began to tease him for being so cuddly with Taehyung. Hana smiled and giggled at the two friends, nudging Taehyung as he denied Yoogni. To Yoogni, Taehyung seemed happy with Hana so he tried moving away from them when she came over or they sat together.

A few weeks had passed and it was an exciting day for Hana because she was told that she was accepted by all four judges to the universities they represented. She was at her happiest, but it would have been great to see her parents enjoying this moment with her. Instead she got the Kim Family, along with Jason, Max and her grandmother, to celebrate with her. She thanked them all for congratulating her on being accepted, even if she felt like a burden to the Kim Family for celebrating at their household.

It was beneficial for Hana to get accepted, especially since it will open her doors and make her start her life again. Maybe, but she'll be leaving her grandmother and Max behind and she didn't want that. She wasn't ready to move on and leave them behind because it will only hurt her more. It was annoying to her she won't lie, that she can't move on without crying and them by her side.

Amazing news it was that Hana got her things ready early, Max sadly but happily helping her out. Her grandmother cried as her things were fully packed and Hana had to remind her that she isn't leaving yet so she doesn't have to worry. Her grandmother explained that she wasn't crying because she was leaving, but because she was proud and she wanted to see her baby girl succeeding in what she liked. At that point she felt her tears run down her face and hugged her family tightly, earning a kiss on the cheek from her grandmother.

It was sadly a week before her departure but even with the limited amount of time, Taehyung took advantage and tried asking out Hana the times he could. Sometimes he would be working on new dances for new music, sometimes he would be at the studio working on his vocals, and even times where he had to make a song but frustrating enough, he couldn't think of anything because his mind was set on Hana. The members of BTS have noticed how unfocused their friend was, and even Jimin who had a crush on Hana noticed how Taehyung wanted to spend all the time he had with her, so he backed up.

It was 7 in the afternoon and BTS was saying their goodbyes to their seniors and manager as they all left to their families. More like Taehyung went quickly to Hana's house for their 16th date, honestly Taehyung lost count, which interestingly enough was arranged by Hana herself. They were meeting in a old cafe where Taehyung use to go as a kid, and where Hana did as well. It was interesting to Taehyung that she wanted to go their, but it was a bit unsettling as well because his past relationship started there. He let those thoughts consume him as soon as he got home to get cleaned up.

He finished his shower and was looking into the mirror with an image of that girl. So many times he tried getting rid of that face yet that image continued to overwhelm him everyday. He changed himself to be with her and he didn't know who he was at that point. He felt like he only is trying to be with Hana because he's afraid that the relationship will end like the old one. It only made it worse when Hana texted him.