I Am Me (BTS's Taehyung) [Complete]

I Am Me

Chapter 5 | Why Do They Foreshadow Me? | Taehyung's Point of View |

"So what are your names?" My mom asks, staring at both Max and Hana and awaiting their responses.

We're currently sitting on the couch in the living room. BTS is either sitting or standing around Max and Hana. They're afraid of her and BTS has taken a notice.

Max sits with his arms laid on his lap, while Hana has her fingers folded into each other. They look straight towards my mom and they smile sweetly. Somewhat.

"I'm Hana, and this is my brother Max." Hana says, looking over to Max.

"I'm actually her step-brother." Max says calmly. "Her grandmother took me in after I was thrown out by my parents." He adds. My moms eyes go a bit wide, making herself lean a bit forward.

"Why did your parents kick you out?" She asks. I try to cut the conversation short.

"Um, mom. I don't think you should-" but then suddenly Max cuts me off.

"No its ok V." Max faces my mom. "My parents didn't plan me and so they didn't want me. They decided to leave now that I'm entering college." My mom nods - I'm not sure if in understanding or just to say 'Ok' - she looks over to Hana who moves a hand behind her brother. I move next to Max who apparently gotten sentimental by bowing down his head. "I'm sorry for being impolite." He says to my parents.

"I think it's best if we leave, Mr. and Mrs. Hyung. We're really sorry for entering her without permission." My dad shakes his head.

"No need to worry. We understand that it was getting late and Taehyung didn't want to leave you guys alone on the streets." He smiles to Hana, and she smiles a bit.

"I'll take you both to your home. And I'm sorry for all those questions that I made." My mom apologizes.

"Its ok Mrs. Hyung. You had the right to." My mom smiles at her, and for the first time, I actually see her smile at one of my friend girls. Miracle!

Both my Max and Hana say goodbye. Before leaving, Jason goes up to Max to hug him, and he smiles, laughing a bit. Suddenly, Jason moves to Hana and hugs her. She blushes a bit before letting go. By her face expression, she looks like she likes him. She looks directly into his eyes and they're just a few inches from each other. She finally leaves and Jason moves back to us.

"That's not fair! You have Hana!" Jimin whines. Jason laughs.

"Hell no! I tried to get that for almost five years!" Jason says.

"You're joking right?" Jin asks.

"Nope. I'm being totally serious." Jason's changes from happy to sad. I guess, he tried his best.

"Well! That means I can take my chance. And anyways-" jimin says, moving his hand to the back of his neck and move the other to his pocket. "She wants me. I see how she sees me. She blushes at me when I talk to her." I roll my eyes

"You never know? She probably likes J-hope?" I say. J-Hope nods his head, smiling sideways. "Or maybe Rap Mon?" Rap Monster closes his eyes and reopens them with a nod. "Or maybe even Jungkook or Jin?" Jungkook and Jin look at each other with a smile.

"Or maybe even you, V?" J-Hope says. I quickly look at him, and he smiles. I blush a bit.

"Ni! She wouldn't go for a big jerk like me." I tell them.

"Well, for one thing." My dad begins to say. "Your handsome enough and charming enough to win her heart. Just like your father did to your mother." He smiles at me, moving his hand to my shoulder. I move away from him.

"Stop comparing me to you." I suddenly say.

"Listen son. I was-"

"No." I tell him. I feel my blood boil for some reason. Each time my dad compares himself to me, that I'll do good just like him, I go crazy. I'm always put less.

"Don't hate me. I'm just telling you-"

"Just stop dad, before it becomes into something stupid." I walk away from the living room, leaving my dad with a half spoken sentence.

I handled that calmer than I thought. I didn't think that I would actually walk away before I started yelling in front of the guys. I don't want them to think I'm an asswhole who gets pampered by my famous father. Nothing is worse than to live behind your father's shadow. I have to everyday.

I'm not trying to gain attention, I'm just trying to make people see that I'm not just the son of the famous Daehyung. I want people to see me for me. A member of BTS - #1 Rookies of the Year. Even if I try, I always get the same results. Nothing has changed. Nothing will change.

= v = v =

I walk into my room where I jump onto my bed and lay there peacefully. It lasted a good three minutes until the guys came up. They opened the door and all of them peeked into my room. I stared at them ad they came in.

"You alright?" Suga asks. I nod.

"Where's your girlfriend?" I ask him, staring into the ceiling.

"Your dad took her home. Apparently, your mom didn't figured out about her and your dad offered to take her home." I move my head to the left, facing away from the guys.

"Do you need comfort Kim?" Jimin smiles. I smirk.

"Not from you, no thank you." I sit up and face them. They smile at me and I smile back. "Sorry guys, for all that." I move off the bed and straighten my back.

"You don't have to worry about any of that. If I were you, I would do the same thing." Rap Monster says. He moves next to me. "I would be mad too, and maybe I would lock myself in my own room too." He smiles.

"We would know." J-Hope snickers. We all laugh, and enjoy the rest of the night. I'm so glad that I don't have to worry about anybody at this moment. I just care about me and my friends right now and no one else. Hm. At least... That's what I'm telling myself.

From the time I saw Hana and Max, I felt like I've known them forever. I only just met them today. Max actually, but Hana was yesterday. She bumped into me and I was a jerk to her. Even with that, Hana didn't hate me for it. I was glad though a little nervous. I don't know what it was, but I'm hoping I don't have to experience it ever again.

I feel the urge to go to Max's and Hana's, but I don't know why and how I feel that urge. Have I taken a liking to them? That I really want to find out.