[#227 in Fanfiction 5/3/2017] {COMPLETED} "When I was young, I lived with no worries. Nothing that can hurt me or even compare me."
Up to this day, I lie on my bed thinking...
'When will I be known for me?' And 'Will I ever be myself again?'
Who Am...
Sitting in the hallway sat Yoogni who didn't want to get up or talk to anyone other than Taehyung. He wanted to help him so much but he just doesn't know how and it's pissing him off. He sighed in total frustration, once again ruffling his hair in attempts to calm himself down.
Can't you just wake up Taehyung... Please..? He looked to his right to see the door being opened by the youngest of the group. He looked down, startled to see his Hyung in such a position, his facial expression showing to not interfere; but he did anyway.
"Hyung," He softly said. Yoogni responded by looking away and sighing once again.
"I'm fine," He lied as he stood up to walk away.
"Hyung," Jungkook said again. Yoogni stopped walking and turned to look at his young friend before him. Jungkook was about to speak but he stopped himself before saying anything. Yoogni's expression was sadly much like everyone else's, except his showed pain, worry, sadness, anger and frustration all at the same time. It scared Jungkook a bit because he didn't know such an expression can be made to describe all these feelings.
He shook his head lightly as to tell him 'nothing'. Yoogni turned around and walked down stairs to the couch, leaving Jungkook with a broken feeling inside his chest.
= v = v =
After going to the bathroom, Jungkook went back to the room to find Yoogni in the room and Taehyung's parents missing.
"Where are Eomma Baekhyun and Appa Daehyun," He questioned.
"They went to bring food for us to eat," Jin responded, Jungkook nodding to his statement. He looked around to sit somewhere but Yoogni had already sat in his seat so he decided to sit on the bed next to Taehyung. He smiled to his Hyung, feeling tears get caught in his eyelashes. He tried blinking them away but Jimin caught him.
"You don't need to hide your tears, Cutie," Jimin joked slightly at the end. Jungkook looked away, wiping his tears.
"I'm not hiding anything," He denied. Jimin's expression sadden to the younger, feeling a bit jealous, not of Jungkook, but of Taehyung.
He sees Taehyung with all the attention nowadays, and the only problem he has with this is that Taehyung had reverted from BTS to Hana. Nothing against Hana, but he has been with her almost 24/7.
He sighed mentally to his childish thoughts and looked over at his friend with a small smile on his face.
What happen to you Taehyung?
= v = v =
Waking up to the sound of the door closing, Yoogni looked up to see someone else frantic in the room. Her face was in tears and her mouth was covered by hands, shaking as the sight of Taehyung scared her.
Yoogni looked at her as it seems like she hasn't noticed him, biting his lips as well as tightening his fist at how Hana began to cry. She sat next to Taehyung on the bed and caressed his cheek as she blinked her tears away. It hurt Yoogni to see her that way and it seemed like she would have a meltdown in a second.
Yoogni stood up and walked over to her, sitting on the other side of Taehyung.
"Hana, what happen to him?" Yoogni asked her a bit roughly. Hana wiped her tears and looked over at Yoogni.
"I don't know. We were on our date and I told him I liked him a lot but he just smiled, and said goodbye," She said with a shaky voice. "I don't even know what happen to him after I tried chasing him," She added.
Yoogni looked at the unconscious Taehyung before him and bit his lip again.
Taehyung... You're worse than I thought... Yoogni looked over at Hana again and she stared back. He was going to do it, and he'll be saving Taehyung this way. He knew that if Hana didn't know, then she'll leave him and break Taehyung's heart and his condition could get worse.
He took a breath before telling Hana.
"Hana..." He began. "I need to tell you something about Taehyung, and I expect you to not hate him or think wrong of him, but to support him. If you can't do that, then you were basically the wrong girl for him." Hana was stunned. Hearing Yoogni's command made it seem threatening and it scared her.
"Tell me... I want to help him in any way I can." That was Yoogni's cue. He knew that this will be a moment to regain the happiness Taehyung use to feel and have. This will save him and his secret all at the same time.
He looked at Hana with a calm expression and started from the beginning; back when Taehyung was abused.
= v = v =
Yoogni told her everything.
He told her that Taehyung's old girlfriend would treat him so badly, hit him, and hurt him in any way possible. His old girlfriend revealed him to the school and at first, Taehyung was really happy. This meant that his girlfriend didn't care what others thought or said, she would care for him, but boy was he wrong.
After a week, Taehyung started seeing the real side of his girlfriend. She would get frustrated or angry with him if he talked to other girls that were, quote "prettier than her". Taehyung would always comfort her and tell her the sweetest things, but she would push away, hit him, and he wouldn't do anything about it.
It went on for about 3 months and that's when Taehyung decided to tell someone, and that someone was Yoogni. He knew that Yoogni would be straight up with him and he'll do anything for him just like his other friends, but the thing about Yoogni is that he was scary. He needed someone to scare the girl and for good, so he went to him.
Yoogni did set things straight. He was pissed to the point where he ignored the guys and everyone else except Taehyung for the past week until he let out his anger on the girl. He told her to stay away from Taehyung or he'll do something that will ruin her. Taehyung was a bit afraid of this. What did he mean by that threat, He thought at the moment.
The girl brushed it off and only chuckled. She responded that Taehyung was hers and she wasn't going to let any other girl have him.
Yoogni snapped. He cursed her off, telling her that Taehyung isn't someone who should be treated this way. The girl was intimidated by this and called for a teacher but only made things worse when Taehyung tried telling her that they were over. She was enraged and slapped him. She tried her hardest to hurt him in front of the teacher and Yoogni.
Taehyung was scared out of his mind even if Yoogni was holding him tight. He kept whispering I'm sorry, I'm worthless, I'm nothing, and Yoogni bit his lip so hard in order to keep himself from doing anything stupid.
After actually getting Taehyung to calm down, he explained that he had to act like a different person or else he'll be humiliated. He was a couple times and it hurt Yoogni to the core. Taehyung continued saying that he didn't know who he was anymore, and it made him cry so much.
It passed along and Yoogni and Taehyung kept it all a secret. It has only been months since then, and he still hadn't gotten over it. The girl ended up moving away so it didn't matter, at least to Yoogni, Taehyung was suppose to be safe, until all this happened.
Yoogni was broken. He wanted to help his friend and so far, he's getting good results. All he needs is for Taehyung to wake up.
Wake up Tae... Please...
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