I Am Me (BTS's Taehyung) [Complete]

Jungkook X Reader

// Here's something for you all. I hope you enjoy something different from my part, and happy New Years! :D //

Its been too long. Its been two years since you've been with BTS, moving and staying backstage to their concerts, and its been two years since your feelings of Jungkook have grown.

As the usual, you would help the members get ready for the show, and always having trouble with V and Jimin who keep playing around and being their cute idiot self's. Jungkook sat at a couch listening to his music as he waited for the rest to finish getting ready, but as usual you'll stare over at him. Once in a while you would smile just because you thought it was cute on how he would rinckle his nose when he sniffed. It was a habit that each time he did something, you would smile, and its natural, is it not?

Finally they were all ready and they hopped onto the stage and performed. Like always, they were amazing. Jungkook kept surprising you. His moves, his voice, you just couldn't stand it anymore. You needed to tell him how you felt. If he didn't than you would, even if it meant getting rejected, you were doing it.
Finishing their performance, all the members headed your direction, sweating and out of breathe, and you congratulate them on their hard work.

"You guys did awesome out there!" You said, earning smiles from the boys.

"Its funny because I almost tripped on stage," J-Hope laughed.

"I bumped into V-ahh when I was dancing towards the end," Jimin snickered. "But I didn't even touch him and he fell over."

"Hey, I was trying to be funny," V sighed sadly, and all of you laughed. You smiled as the group continued to talk to amongst themselves.

Looking over at Jungkook he was getting a water bottle from the table in the back which was out of the view of the group. You decided to take the advantage so you walked in after him.

"Hey, Kookie?" You hesitantly say as he turns to look at you with a small smile.

"(Y/N), what's up?" He grabs a bottle off the table and drinks a bit as he continues to listen to you. You look at him, hesitant and regretting ever going up to him. You thought you were ready, but the nerves of your body began to knot together from so much embarrassment. Jungkook was still waiting for you to answer him, and he got a bit uninterested.

"I'm sorry Kookie, I didn't mean to- I mean- Never mind," You finally say. "It's nothing important." Jungkook looks at you oddly as you blush right in front of him. He isn't getting the message that you were trying to get your feelings out, and it worried you that he wouldn't ask you about it.

"You sure?" He finally asks after a few seconds of silence.

"Um, well, it's my feelings towards this guy," You begin. You didn't know how to rephrase your feelings. You weren't just going to tell him right away.

Jungkook though was looking a bit angry. He was looking into your eyes as he placed his water bottle on the table next to him. "And why would I care about some guy I don't even know?" He suddenly blurted out. The words that came out of his mouth caught you off guard and scared you. Why was he so mad if you were just trying to give him hints?

"Kookie, why are you getting mad?" You ask. He looks away, a 'tch' coming from his lips.

"Because. Why are you telling me about your feelings towards another guy? Don't you usually talk to Jin or V about your feelings since you're so close to them?" Why was he doing this? Why was he breaking your heart so slowly like this? A rejection is nothing compared to something like this.

"Stop it Jungkook. You're acting like a child," You say with a stutter at the end. "I'm just trying to tell you-"

"No, I don't want to hear it," He growled, his hair swade from saying 'no' to you, and his hands began to turn into fists. It started to boil your blood that he wouldn't listen to you. He would avoid your gaze when you tried looking at him.