A Fighters Curse (Completed)

Why I Need You

'If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy? If our loves insanity why are you my clarity?'

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I wake up and see Trev smiling at me.

"What?" I ask and he slams his lips on mine.

"Trev?" I ask as he trails kisses to my stomach.

"Yeah babe?"

"Are you okay?" I ask and he looks at me.

"Why wouldn't I be...I just need you babe.."

"Why?" I ask and he stops.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry." He says and darts out of the room. I chase after him he kicks a tree and it knocks down.

"Trevor!" I yell and he looks at me.

"Gosh Mia!! What are you doing out here!! Go inside!" He says and then I see him change.

"Trev..." I say and he growls at me. I walk inside and stare at the door. Then come outside again. He was human and crying.

"Trevor!" Call and run to him he stops me.

"Mia...please don't."

"What's wrong?" I ask and he stands and keeps the space between us.

"Me. I keep messing up. I can't do it right anymore."

"Trev..its me...I'm just..bad at these things.."

"Don't blame yourself. It's me." He says and I push him against the tree he doesn't struggle.

"Trevor are you listening to me?"

"Yes."

"I love you. You are my other half. I need you. I am yours and don't say I'm not cuz if I wasn't I would be carrying your child. I need you to be with me. And don't blame yourself because we don't know how to do this. Cuz I'm gonna need you. When this child is born boy or girl I'm gonna need your help." I say and he just looks at me.

"You mean that?"

"Oh my gosh." I say and push to him. I kiss him with so much passion it had to show the love I had for this boy. No one was ever gonna do this better than me. No girl. Even if he leaves and goes to someone else..I wouldn't be mad, cuz I was gonna have him more than anyone else.

He was MINE!! I continue to kiss him throwing my hands into his hair. He wasn't doing much but just kissing me back not touching me. I needed him to. This was gonna mean something. To both of us.

"Trev...are you comfortable doing this?"

"Not really.." He says and I pull back.

"Why not?"

"Cuz...you rejected me. This morning...It doesn't feel right. We don't need to do this to make a point." He says and I smile.

"Okay." I say and then I run into the house and then he follows and I jump onto the couch and then run and grab a tube of icecream and then turn on SPONGEBOB!!

"Mia..?" He says looking at the yellow sponge on the screen.

"Yup?" I say taking a bite of the frozen sugar. I moan in pleasure. I love icecream!!!

"Are you okay?" He says as I nod.

"You don't seem okay.."

"Why? Cuz I can be happy about being rejected? And shhh wait for a commercial I love this episode," I say and he sighs and walks away, he comes back with icecream and then sits by me.

"Thanks for joining." I say and put my head on his shoulder.

****4 hours later***

With over 4 empty icecream cartons and SPONGEBOB over, we sat watching the last credits.

"Dang it!" I say and throw a pillow at the TV.

"Come back on!" Yells Trev and we laugh. We were acting like 3 year olds. We then look at each other and he kisses me. Then pulls me into a hug.

"I'm so sorry." He says and I nod.

"It's okay." I say and cuddle him.

"I miss you Mia.."

"I miss you too.." I say and he picks me up and then carries me to our room. He starts to kiss me and I just cuddle him.

"Night Trevor!" I say and he nods.

"Night!"