A Fighters Curse (Completed)

Broken Down

Mia's POV***

It's been 3 days. I still stare at the wall. But I lay down clutching my stomach. I haven't ate or slept. Just stared at the wall. Trev couldn't help this time.

I was too far gone.

I wanted to die here.

"Mia..please eat."

"No..." I say and he grabs me. This isn't his usual behavior he carries me to the living room and sets me on the couch.

"Mia..do you still want a child?" He asks and I am lost.

"What if that one dies too?" I ask and cry again. Trev kisses me. I can't concentrate he gets onto the couch with me and rips my shirt off. Then kisses my neck.

"Mia..please...we need this child." He pleads and I can't say no I switch positions so I am

On top then rip his shirt to shreds getting it off.

"Trev...I love you."

"I love you too Mia." Then it gets hot as his hands start wandering me. Then on my stomach and I put him on top of me slamming him right on me.

"Trev...I don't know if I can do this.." I say and he looks at me.

"I'll only do this if you're comfortable..." He says and I think.

Was I?

"Okay..lets do this."I say and pull him to me. Then he pulls back.

"Mia...I don't think you're ready."

"No! I am. Please Trev..,please.." His mouth traveled my neck.

"If you get uncomfortable you say so."

"Okay..deal."I say and pull him back to my lips..

***

I wake up and see Trevs face. I don't think I was ready. But I needed him. I go closer and trace his lips.

He was mine.

I needed him every way I could get him before I lost him. His eyes open and he looks at me.

"You OK?"he asks and I nod.

"I don't think we were ready..."he says and I shake my head and go to kiss him but he pulls be back.

"Mia..you left...why'd you do it?"

"To keep you and her safe.." I say and he nods.

"Don't put me through that again."he says and I nod.

"Hey. You'll be fat.." He says and I smile.

"Yeah..what do you want it to be? A boy or girl?" He asks and I think.

"Boy."

"What name?" He says and I think.

"Gizmo." I say and he smiles.

"Girl names?"

"Gizette." I say and he moves my hair.

"You really loved him right?"

"Yes. He was my best friend..ever." I say and he frowns.

"What about me?"

"You're my love. Not my best friend..actually you are now."I say and he kisses me.

"You're my only friend." He says and I look at him.

"What about other soldiers?"

"They were...then you came and they all wanted you...I hated them for it."

"Oh." I say and then look at the celling.

"What gender do you want?"

"Boy." He says and I smile. And put my hands on my stomach. He was gonna be amazing. I could picture him.

"Do you wonder what he's gonna look like? I picture a boy with striking blue eyes, curly brown hair, pale skin, and a heart like mine and a fighter like you." I say and he smiles. And kisses my stomach.

"Me too."

*****3 months later****

I stare at myself in the mirror. My stomach was now grown. Super grown. I was fat. Trevor hadn't kissed it in 3 months. I was thankful. I lift my shirt up and smile.

"Hi Gizmo. I can't wait to see how amazing you are." I say and then I look in the mirror and see Trev looking at me.

"Mia..." He says and I pull my shirt down. He walks up to me.

"Shirt."

"No." I say crossing my arms.

"I want to see Gizmo too..."

"Please don't." I say and he pulls me on the bed. Then pulls my shirt up.

"Hi Gizmo! This Is you the voice of your daddy." He says and pulls my shirt off. I put my hands on my stomach covering it.

"Mia...please don't be insecure."

"You have no room to talk. You are over there with the perfect body in the world!" I say and blush. I never meant to say that outloud...oops?

"Is that really how you feel?" He says and I nod. He hands me my shirt and I slide it over my head. He just looks down.

"Trev? What's wrong?"

"Don't Trev what's wrong with me!" He says and storms out. I stare.

What was wrong. I look back at the mirror. Then I feel something KICK!

"Oh my gosh!!" I scream as he kicks again. I go and sit down.

"It's okay Giz-"

Kick.

"Okay it's not...I know.." I say and burst into tears. All I had was him. Now Trev was gonna leave me. I look down at my stomach and go to the window. I look at the trees that always soothed me when I was upset as a girl.

"Giz...I love him.." I say and another kick comes.

"I don't know if he loves me back now though."I say and cry. I sit and cry.i watch the sunset and cry. The door opens and in walks Trevor. He stares at me.

"Mia?" He says and I just ignore him and clutch my stomach.

"Coming to bed?" He asks and I shake my head.

"Why not?"

"I'm not tired." I say and he comes and puts his hands on my stomach.

"Mia...I'm sorry." He says and I just stare at the now dark outdoors.

"Please Mia...I'm sorry."

"I heard. But if you do this to me..I may leave one time..I just need..time." I say and he walks and crawls to bed. I walk to bed and lay looking at the wall.

Trev was doing something...but I didn't know what..but it was coming..he would leave..he would leave soon.