Imagine Me

pain

(Manny's P.O.V)

A/N  

Ok um this is my every first time writing in a man p.o.v so bare with me here ..lmfao well I hope you like it and love Manny as much as I love him ..I'm going to start this chapter off when he went to get poppy for school ..and I will say how he looks and how she looks as well ..xoxo love Liz.

Manny on the side-->

 

(Manny)

My phone went off in my hand when I was going to text poppy . but she got to me first.

Poppy *hey sleepy head your up ?*

Me * yeah, but I feel like shit today *  

Poppy*aw poor baby , man up and come get me pls xoxo*

Me * ugh ok see you soon *

Damn I hate feeling like this .. I feel like my bones hurt ..everything in me hurts ,I have this burning, shooting, tingling, A feeling of something crawling under my skin. It can be difficult to describe exactly how it feels. The best way to describe it ,is that I feel like shit .

I didn't tell Poppy cause I know she will cry like she did on Friday .

I can't go though this pain and go though the pain she feels for me .

FUCK ! WHY DO I HAVE TO HAVE FUCKING CANCER !?

After I found out I stopped believing in God ,in hope, everything in life .

I'm only 18 I haven't even finish school yet .. I only had two sex with two people in my whole life . I HAVE YET TO KISS OR MAKE LOVE TO POPPY!

The doctor told me I may or may not die .Who the hell tells that to a teenage boy ? All hope just flow out the window .

I started to smoke cigarettes, drinking more . Well pretty much not giving a fuck about life anymore .

Damn I have to take my mind off of this. Right when I looked up I saw Poppy walking to me ,she hugged me with so much feeling as if I was on my dying bed .

I hugged her back . I buried my face into her hair . God I'm inlove with this girl .. And she doesn't even know it .She's so beautiful ,sweet , awkward , weird at the same time but I love it .. She's my everything's .if she wasn't here with me I think I would've been in my room slowly dying .

"I missed you too punk " she said to me and put her arm around my waist ..

The whole time , we were waiting for the bus to come I was just looking at her ..She's beautiful ,has long black and hot pink hair to her mid back .. Dark brown eyes ,pink plump lips , that I wish I can suck on everyday . She's shorter then me ..I think she's 5'5 I'm 6'1 ..I'm very tall I don't know why cause my dad is short and so Is my mom .. poppys skin is so soft and white .she's my snow white ,

I love her, Soon she will know how I feel .

I looked ok I guess . I have short brown hair ,one green eye and one blue ..you can't tell much only if you really looked at me .. that's how I met poppy . We were on the bus. she came to me and said she don't want to seem creepy but she loves my eyes ..ever since we been friends.

"So what's up Manny ?"

Nothing much just thinking about shit .. I said to her looking down

"What is this ? One day I'm down and out of it . Then the next day your the same ?" So are we taking turns now ?" Poppy asked me

Smiling at her .I said well i'll feel better if you kissed me ? I said acting like I'm joking .

"If that makes you feel better then I guess i'll give you a kiss "..

Wait! What !? I thought to myself.. shes going to kiss me ?

"But first you have to do something for me " she said

Aw shit I knew it was for something 

That's why she said ok

I know she's not inlove with me but a boy can only hope right ?

What is it that I have to do cock ? 

I said while smiling

"You have to help me clean my room and help with homework."

She knows damn well i'll do those things even if she don't kiss me . 

Wait , maybe she likes me to ?

Ok deal ! I said and shook her hand

The bus ride was short .

We made it into school everyone looking at us like we're weird. Dafuq they looking .

I told poppy ill see her later ..it sucked that we didn't have any classes together. I just hope this day goes fast .