Imagine Me

sorry

(manny p.o.v.)

After a much need shower .I looked at myself in the mirror , what the hell did I do ? Why did I get so mad ?

It was 10:30 mom should be on her way ..I need to talk to her badly.

I wraped the towel around my waste and sat down on my bed .. thinking long and hard if I should call Poppy and tell her I'm sorry .

I just been stairing at my phone the whole time .That I didn't even know my mom was back , calling me from the living room

"Manny your home ?"

Yes mom i'll be out in a minute . I put on my cloth and went to the kitchen where she sat .

Hey mom . I went up to her and hugged her so thight .

"Have you been drinking ?" She hit my on the back of the head .

"WHAT HAVE I TOLD YOU MANNY YOU CAN'T BE DRINKING KNOWING YOU TAKE MEDICATION?!" she yelled at me

she hit me again but this time with the broom on my back .. I started running around the table ..

MOM ,MOM OK I GET IT I'M SORRY .. I WON'T DO IT AGAIN! .I SAID YELLING SO SHE CAN HEAR ME .

"NO MANNY YOU NEED TO STOP YOUR SHIT .. YOU CAN'T LET THE CANCER RUN YOU , YOU HAVE TO FIGHT IT ! AND YOUR OVER HERE DRINKING WHILE YOU ARE ON YOUR FUCKING MEDS !

she stopped chasing me around with the broom .

Look mom I'm sorry , I'm feeling a little down . I got into a fight with Poppy . I said with tears in my eyes ..I wasn't going to let myself cry ,I don't want to seem weaker then what I am .

" That doesn't mean you can drink your life away ..You and poppy always fight , What's so different with todays fight ?" she asked me ..

She was breathing hard like she's trying to clam herself down .

I don't know mom. I said to her . She looked at like I was going crazy..

I still feel a litttle tipsy .my head was spining , My back hurts like fuck. Cause I got beat by the broom.My mom can be crazy at times .

Damn mom why you had to hit me with the broom for ? I asked my mom

"Well because you don't learn ..damn Manny your just like you dad care free . Don't care about yourself , or about anything. She said

DON'T EVER SAY THAT MOM ! I'M NOTHING LIKE THAT FUCKING MAN ! I said though clenched teeth ..getting up and knocking the chair over .

I had to get out of here but where will I go? Poppy hates me , and my dad not doesn't talk to me anymore ..I can't go to my dads house cause he don't want anything to do with me ..I haven't seen him in 2 years .My mom wanted to tell him that I have cancer but I wouldn't let her .. he left me not turned back or fucking call me ,fuck him and his happy little family..

He can't still be mad at for what I did ..it was over two year's

I was walking , didn't even know where to ..till I looked up and saw her door . I turned to walk away but my feet wouldn't move .what the fuck feet move , I thought to myself.. but it wouldn't .So I just sat at her door step. Thinking if I should knock .

Shit what am I going to do when she see's me . I got up and knocked on the door , it felt like 10 minutes passed when she finally opened the door..

The look on her face was priceless.

"Manny oh my god what are you doing here?"

I'm sorry Jill I didn't know where else to run to ..I looked up from the floor to her chocolate brown eyes . I know this is out of the blue but I need to talk to someone ..