Imagine Me

Growing

Well hey everyone what you think of the last chapter?? I'm going to switch from poppy to manny in the chapter ok ? Ok

Poppy

I'm so happy I'm with Manny now ..I've never knew how he felt about me,I just thought it was only him flirting as a joke .. Like he does every time .. But I guess it wasn't .

lately I've been getting this weird feeling about something .like something is not right .. Some days I feel like it's all a dream then the next it's all real.. I don't know maybe it's a deja vu?..But other then that I've been feeling very sick I don't eat much or when I do it's to much then bam I get sick.I haven't gotten my period, So I did what every girl would do and looked it up and it says I can be pregnant or Maybe my cycle has changed.So the other day I decided to buy a pregnancy test but I haven't taken it yet cause I was scared out of my mind to find out what it says. But today was the worst day of them all, To much for me to handle,I have to take the test but first I was going to tell Manny. As I picked up my phone, that's when I got a text from him..

So yeah he's on his was back from store now . While I'm waiting for him to get back I took the test. While I was peeing on the stick I was doing a silent prayer for it to come back negative.I took the test with me to the bad and sat down to wait untill the 3 minutes was up.. "Honey I'm home" Manny called up to me but I couldn't answer him I was fozen to the bed when I seen those two pink line's on it.. I didn't know what to do or say,feel happy or sad. What's he going to say or do ? Oh my god,I should of used protection WE SHOULD OF USED PROTECTION! .. What the fuck am I going to do with a baby ,Oh man! Oh man !! I felt the tears stinging the corner's of my eye's my vision going blury ,I felt my world coming down on me as I looked at the test.I mean I would love to have a baby one day with him but I'm only 17 and Manny has it in his head that he's going to die.. I don't know what to do or who to turn to..

"Hey baby are you ok?" He asked me looking down at my hands and seen what I seen the two pink line's ..

"Oh my god !" He said with wide eye's

"Manny I'm so sorry" was all I said

He dropped to his knees and pulled me into his arm's

I cried and cried all night,I've been crying a lot lately I guess it's the hormones going haywire

"Manny what are we going to do?" I asked him looking up at his happy face. Happy face ? He's Happy ? I thought he was going to be mad

"I'm going to be a father" Was all he got out

I kepted looking at him as he held me close to him and his smile has not fadesd from his face ..

"Baby I love you"

I smile back at him I got lost in thought till I heard him say

"My mom is going to kill me" He laughed nervously

"You and me both, Should we tell her ?" I asked

"Nooooo are you crazy ?! We'll wait and act like everything is normal"

"B-but I'm going to start showing, then What?"

"When that day comes ,We'll tell her ok?" He asked

"Ok baby"

"Well but for right now let's go get my babies something to eat" He got up and held out his big hand for me to grab it

I didn't know what to think. I was happy then I was sad. He taking this way to well.. I took his big hand in mine and got up off the floor and we made our way to the kitchen.. We ate lefted overs that was in the fridge..