No Fucks Given [A.A]

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(ashely in media)
It's Saturday Right?

M i a

I make it to rehersal's by myself since everyone else went yesterday and Corie is showing me the routine for another song were doing in 3 days at the concert here. I love the adrenaline rush so I can't wait to get on stage.

Cories been on his phone since the beginning. And it's low key pissing me off. "What the fuck can you put that down and concentrate?!"

"My bad..I was texting Ashely back." he says shoving it into his pocket

"Mmhm." no comment but now he's playing with August leftovers and I'm kinda jealous

"Why do you say uhm? And point your right toe." he says I follow his instructions and go through the routine

"Nothing just never knew girls like that where your type."

"And what type is that?" he raises an eyebrow

"Left overs." I drop into a split at his feet and slowly inch back up looking him into the eyes and walk back to my spot

"Nah baby don't get it twisted...she's just an appetizer," he walks up to me wrapping his hands around my waist "ya know something just to hold me off until dinner...then desert."

He kissed me and...I kissed back pulling away quickly and rushing to grab my things. "Wait Mia. What's wrong?"

I shake my head "That shouldn't have happened."

I make my way to August's car parked outside.

"Hey," he kisses my check and I lowkey flinch but he doesn't notice it "How was practice?"

"Practice? What do you mean how was practice? Practice is practice that's it." I sat quickly

"What the fuck is wrong witchu girl?" August says I can tell he's getting a little pissed but I just want to go home I know what I did wasn't suppose to happen and I regret it by I'm strangely attracted to Corie I couldn't help myself.

"Im sorry I'm just sleepy." I lie I just want to go home and think things through right now

"Well you want me to get you sonething to eat before. I take you home?" he says

"Yeah. Where you going anyways?" I say being nosey

"Back to the studio. To finish your song." he says grinning

I blush. I can't beileve he wrote a song about me...it just makes me feel like he actually cares about me. Which makes me feel worst about kissing Corie. FUCK WHY DID I KISS HIM?! If felt good. But I know it was bad.

We go to Taco Bell then he takes me to the hotel.

A s h e l y (in the media btw)

I come to the studio because me and Corie are suppose to go chill tonight. I see him getting closer with Mia and my blood starts boiling I pull out my phone and take a picture. After she kissed him she instantly looked like she regretted it. But I dont give a fuck. Her stupid ass needs to figure out how to stay out of grown folks buisness. She walks towards the door with her head down and I hide behind the corner until after she leaves.

I walk in and Corie is bitting his lip smirking. Reminiscing. "What the fuck was that?" he jumps

"Baby." he slowly approaches me I pushed his chest back with my hand "Baby nothing." I turn my head folding my arms I may have a little crush on Corie but the main goal is to hurt Mia's feelings.

We kiss and of course I wasn't that into it but he was so..

M i a

I've confessed everything to Trey and Genesis. While she was on face time and I was in his room. I only told Trey because I feel like I can trust him as a brother but the only thing I didn't tell him is the thing with me kissing Corie. It would be wrong if me to ask him to keep that from one of his bestfriends. But I did tell Gen when I got back to my room and she was pissed that I did that. Im mad at myself. But I don't think she knows how fucking beautiful he is. I couldn't resist. I know me and August are suppose to be honest with each other but I don't know if I want to tell him this.