A little advise

Asking is so freaking difficult

this story is such crap. -_-

When I got up, Craig was gone and there was a delicious smell in the air. The scent was coming from the kitchen, it smelled like bacon and eggs. Craig was cooking while humming the theme song of Red Racer, watching out for the hot grease coming from the bacon. Craig noticed me watching and smiled as I sit at the table.

"Good morning Tweek, hope you don't mind my cooking." I smiled and replied with my own good morning and a it's fine. Once the food was served, I dug in. Lester said he won't be helping me out today due to having a date. The other gnomes name is Kevin, according to his note. Maybe that's how I should ask Craig out.  

No, I should do it face to face, got to a man! How about I take him somewhere nice so if something happens he won't yell and cause a scene! That sounds good. We could go out for lunch in a few. "Hey Craig, would you like to uhm, go have lunch later?" I asked, looking at my plate.

"Sure dude, I'm going to go change back into my clothes." I nodded and put our plates in the sink, and started doing them. The pan used to cook the eggs was hard, when Craig came back in he laughed at me. "Don't judge me man! This fucking pan is so hard to clean!"

I ended up letting it sit in hot water and soap. I'm amazed that I haven't been freaking out about this whole thing. When I was a kid, I was known for my anxiety and panic attacks, but that as before I found some pills that actually work.

Craig and I ended up playing video games and laughing when we couldn't get a stamp in the new Mario game for Wii U. His laugh was beautiful just like his smile. At 2 we went to this small burger joint, it was finally time to tell him. We ate and the check came, before Craig could try to pay, I already had paid the waitress. "Hey Craig? Could I tell you something and can you promise you won't be mad?"

"Yeah, I promise. What's up Tweek?"  I opened my mouth and nothing came out. Craig watched me with raised eye brows as little bits and pieces of words came out. I took a deep breath and forced my head up to look at him.

"Craig, I-I think I love you."