A little advise

Hanging out?

I got dressed and sat on the couch, waiting for Craig to pick me up. Yesterday was strange yet fun, Mole was actually a nice guy wen you get to know him and Craig got jealous yesterday! The plan is working. At around midnight last night I got a text from a unknown number, it was ze Mole or as he wanted me to call him Christophe since it would help us appear closer.

We talked about ways to make our future boyfriends show their love for us, cause it was obvious! I hope we weren't just imagining the whole thing, but from what my friends tell me, he loves me. The whole day is going to be a mess. I really like him, but he never even gave me an answer. Maybe he's in denial about being attracted to a dude. This one time in Elementary, everyone thought me and Craig was really gong out, because the whole town wanted us together. Peer pressure man! It gets to you.

My thoughts were interrupted by the ring of a doorbell, I slipped my phone into my pocket and headed to the door. Sure enough, Craig was on the other side. I smiled and asked how he was doing. Craig said he was doing fine and that it is fucking bright out today. I nodded and followed him to his car.

Once I put on my seatbelt, my phone made a noise. Telling me I got a text from Peter, it was a  video of Wade trying to eat three taco's at the same time. He ended up choking up the taco pieces on some women.  Peter sent a text right after telling me that I can use it for blackmail . I laughed a bit and thanked him, along with a laughing face.

I put my phone away and felt eye's looking at me, Those eye's belong to Craig. "What's so funny?" I shrugged. It's nothing that would matter to him. Craig doesn't like Wade or doesn't trust him. Wade's nice, he's just a dumbass at times. "Wade tried to eat three taco's and ended up spitting them all over some lady." Craig smiled and shook his head. Maybe if they spend more time together they could be friends. "Wish I could have seen that." 

We got out of the car and walked inside Craig's house. It was actually tidy and clean, I thought. Then l I saw a door, it was ready to fall down from the stuff hidden from within. I smiled and shook my head, he just shoved everything into the closet. Craig must've noticed me looking at the door because he grabbed my hand and dragged me to his room. My face turned red, this is the first time he held y hand in a long time.

"Brings back memories, huh? The time we acted like a couple for the town." Craig nodded and put on a Captain America movie, gotta say I'm on team Iron Man. That is a new movie actually, I really wanna see it. Maybe, I could get everyone together to see it. We could even dress up for our teams!

We sat and talked. about nothing important, just random things or stupid jokes. The more we hung out, the more I realized how much this felt right. The only things stopping it was the lack of confession. I quickly texted Mole, maybe I should ask Craig again? It sucks on how much work a bottom has to do to get a answer. I got a text within minutes of sending, Mole said I should ask againand if he needs to he can come get me, if things go wrong.

I grabbed the remote control and paused the movie. Craig looked over. "Is something wrong?"

" Can you answer me, please? It's driving me nuts. Do you wanna go out and be boyfriends or do you wanna be friends? I don't want to follow you around in hope for love, its belittling me. So what's your answer?" That was it, I was in tears.

Craig looked at me with a  Kristen Stewart face, there was no emotion. None at all.  I started to walk out, but as I did something grabbed my wrist. "Tweek, I'm not gay and I never will be. You make me confused on what I am, you confuse me about my sexuality so I think it would be best if we never talk again. Plus I don't want to be gay, it's a sin and is disgusting."

I looked up at him, my tears were replace with a look of utter upset. He's saying it's my fault he is turning bi or pan or whatever? Plus you kinda know if your gay or not based on how you act naturally. "You know what? Fine. I'm done with you!  What kind of person don't know what private parts they like?! Did you ever tried it to see how it feels? Your ending our whole friendship on this? Well fuck you. Bye, you pathetic excuse of a man. "

I yanked my wrist out from his hand and turned around. When I was about to open the door, I stopped and turned around. "To make it final I'll delete your number." I pulled out my phone and deleted his number., then walked out like a badass. My badass composer broke the instant I left the house. I texted Mole, telling him that Craig and I are done being friends, and I would love a ride home.

Within ten minutes, the tears were back and Mole had me in his armored mustang and taking me home. He would rub my back or mess with my hair in attempts to make me stop crying. It helped a bit . Once he got in the driveway of my house, Mole got out and went to my side of the car, where he picked me up and went inside. The door was locked just in case of this happening. Ze Mole put me on the couch, then shut and locked the door.

Once he was done, he picked me up and laid us down on the couch. You could tell Christophe didn't know how to calm someone down but he is trying, and doing a good job. I snuggled up on his chest, The scent was a strange one.  The Mole smelt like cigarettes and dirt, it was a part of his job, assassinations and stealing.

One of his hands went back to rubbing my back. He didn't say anything, he just let me cry myself to sleep. I'll tell him what happened tomorrow, I though as I drifted of to sleep.