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Spring Formal

So yesterday was the spring formal and it was a lot of fun.

I ran for princess AGAIN and lost AGAIN.

So losing I wasn't really sad because I knew I wasn't going to win.

But you know that little slither of hope that you can win, it was bugging me.

I actually had that little slither of hope at a chance at winning.

At that moment when they said who princess was I was a little sad.

It happened last time too.

I knew I wouldn't win but my friends convinced me that I could.

Now I know I sound all depressed and stuff but I'm not.

I'm okay with losing.

Since I was little I always thought like this in competitions.

It's like if I tell myself I won't win and I don't then I won't be depressed but if I let myself think I can win then I will get depressed.

Other than the whole princess thing it was amazing.

I actually had my first slow dance that night.

It was a little weird at first but whatever. XD

I danced for most of the time.

It was just fun and I had a better experience this time than last.

Cheesy pick up line:

For a moment I thought I had died and gone to heaven. Now I see that I am very much alive, and heaven has been brought to me.