I'm horrible
Yes, I am
Don't judge me cause you don't know my story
I may have hurt you
But sorry, it's just my hue
Why pretend when I can be myself?
I may be out of my mind
But sorry, it's just my nature
Why will I be someone I am not?
I may be carefree
But sorry, I just live life to its fullest
And no it is not some kind of foolishness
I may look mean
But sorry, it's just a defense mechanism
And yes, it is effective
I may be an introvert
But sorry, I just don't want to be attached
To people who aren't trustworthy
And yes, it works
There are no words to explain how I feel
And no, it is not some kind of confusion
Rather my mind is just in chaos
Everything within me is at war
But, everything's still fine
Why wouldn't they?
