Clenching of fists,
Biting of lips,
Heaving deep breaths
Just to calm myself
Preventing those crystals from falling from their caves.
They tore me as if I'm a mere paper—
As if I'm no human.
I kept everything—
Contained until they just fade away one day.
Everything's being buried beneath,
But those unstitched wounds began to open wider
Making it more painful for me.
How come it managed to resurface?
How come it became more painful than it did?
How come it didn't fade away?
Everything's fine;
I'm better than I was before,
Not until they triggered these to open wider;
Life became harder
Making me want to end my life.
Nobody cares;
No one would cry if I'd be lost;
No one would mourn if I'd die,
For they have proven to me that they didn't care—
Not even a single bit.
I'm strong,
Yes, I am,
But still, I have my limitations.
Everything has an end,
And I guess, for me, this is my end.
