Rocky is always right
"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows, it's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit, it's how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, about how much you can take and keep moving forward, that's how winning is done!"
I've just realised I've basically given up after a few brutal hits per say, but Rocky was right, it's not how hard you can hit it's how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, I lost my nan, my mum and my uncle in the space of 10 years, and I've let it change me, my nan and mum were my two favourite people in the world when they were alive and I loved them, I was 4 when my nan died and 8 when my mum died, then last year my uncle died, all 3 of their deaths affected me and i let myself become something I'm not, now I can't blame them for me becoming the way I am, that's all on me, so I'm picking myself up, I'm gonna smile more, be more friendly and less hostile, and not let life knock me down anymore. Hell I might have more chance getting a girlfriend if I smile more and be nice for once.