I swear most days something always goes wrong for me, I mess up, say something I don't mean or say something I believe at the time and later on I feel different so in my mind what I said becomes void but to the person I said it to they just say I'm lying
I am not especially good with emotions (Autism is the cause of that) and add in those bloody hormones, sometimes I'm an emotional wreck, sometimes I just get angry over nothing, and sometimes I get so confused with what I feel about people I tell someone I don't love them anymore
Hell one day I don't feel like I do and the next day I feel like I can't live without them, I'm being brutally honest, shite with relationships and matters of the heart, if I have a good feeling when I'm talking to the person, I know I love this person (and them being attractive doesn't harm matters) but the bad thing is I feel I love two people, I know I shouldn't but I do and one of them as difficult as she is I think cares about me to
Like I really don't want to stop loving her but the other girl just understands me, she never ends up hurting me and always makes me smile, said girls are brilliant but I can't love both. It's wrong to love two people, so I most likely have to choose or lose them, why are matters of the heart so darn difficult!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aly help meeeeeeee!
