I'm Not Going Anywhere

Chapter 9

1 month later...

"Kaila!"

"Coming!" I said as I ran around my room like a chicken without a head. I can't find my bag! I know I left it on my desk but since it's not there I checked my closet and it's not there either. Fuck! Where did it go? I heard footsteps but I didn't stop looking. Suddenly David barged in. "Kai c'mon, we're gonna be late." "I can't-" I stopped and groaned and looked at David, "I can't find my bag." "Babosa." He shook his head. "What?" I crossed my arms. I hate when him or Carlos call me that, and this only means he knows something I don't. "It's downstairs on the couch." Fucking shit I knew it! I shoved passed him and went downstairs.

I like it when David takes me to school, he plays good music and buys me coffee. "So," He lowered the music and I looked over at him, "have you heard from him?" I sighed and shook my head. I haven't heard from Jay in weeks. Last time we talked was almost a week after he got to Korea, ever since has been blank. I've been worried of course, so I sent him texts, I called him a few times but then I came to the realization that he might've gone back to the band.

I sighed, "He's probably busy so I decided not to bother him anymore. He'll call when he has a chance but until then...I'll have to wait." He patted my head and rubbed my shoulder. David must know I've never felt this way before and for this to be my first relationship, it being a long distance at that, it's gotta be tough. I miss him so much and I wish he would at least text me.

School was same old, same old. Talk shit about everyone, me and Jenny argue over some stupid shit or we both argue someone over some stupid shit, and then Gina the monkey acts like the bitch that she is. Nothing special. Rehersal was okay, our performance is Saturday, which is in two days, and I feel we're ready. This routine is pretty good, I like it, it's mainly for us girls though, there's too much sass in this. "Okay, I'm going! Who needs a ride? The train is leaving!" Nikki yelled. Martin was standing next to her with a creeper smile. I raised my hand, "Wait up for me!" I quickly threw my bag together and ran up to Nikki and Martin, then we walked out together.

Jay's POV

I've been stuck in Korea because of the damn contract termination process. They said I can leave after everything is finalized, which apperantly takes over a month. I called my mom and dad and told them everything that's going on over here and they understand but the one I'm a little more concerned about is Kaila. She use to call me and message me but it stopped after a little bit. I hope she doesn't think I'm ignoring her on purpose, it's just so crazy and I don't want her to worry more than she has to, which doesn't make since because she could think I'm dead or something. I need to tell her I'm alright. Knowing her she's freaking out or something. I got up from my bed and grabbed my phone. I don't want to drag something on so I'll just keep it short.

"Hey Babe. I hope you're doing okay. Sorry for not talking to you, I've been caught up in things. I'll talk to you later."

I miss her, so damn much. I've never felt this way about anyone and I shouldn't, but I can't help myself with her. When she smiles it makes you want to smile, when she laugh you have to laugh too, when she cries I feel hurt. Before I head back to Seattle I'm going to go see her.

Kaila's POV

Game Day! Today the crew and I have to drive to San Diego and be there by 3 because the show starts at 5 and we need to be ready. I got up and went to take a shower. After my shower, I blew dry my hair, flat ironed it, lightly put some make-up on, and then put sweats and packed my outfit.

10:39, we said we'd leave by 11 to be there a little early. I went downstairs and got my things together. As I shoved my stuff in my duffle I got a text. Oh my God it's Jay!