A Gift and A Curse

Chapter 4 confessions, a party that ends with a high kick to the face

picture of Deac, Haillee, and Zeke ------------------------------> like promised :D 

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Still crouching Irina pulls me up and pushes me to the food court I’m assuming to get something to drink. She sits me down at a table and runs off to a random food stand. I sit there waiting for her to get back before she does my phone vibrates indicating to me that I have a new text. I looked down at it and its from Rayn.

 Rayn: so I heard you freaked out when Becks asked if you were going to go for Zekie boy. You ok little sis? I read it and was amazed he probably heard from mom I’m so mad at them right now. I seriously have no idea of how to face Zeke I have been suppressing these feeling for him for seven years he’s my best friend’s identical twin brother. I feel Irina plop back down, I look up at her and try to smile but fail. How could I not realize I was looking for a guy like Zeke seriously if you think about it I’m always around him or Deac but never noticed.

“Well at least Zeke is different than Deac.” She confessed I looked at her confused she looked at and in as much seriousness as she could muster “Zeke doesn’t sleep.” I nodded my phone vibrated again I looked down at it and saw it was Deac.

Deacon: Mom told me what happened seriously u didn’t realize anything till now? You gonna break up wit dickweed soon? I looked at it and blinked a few times. Was he serious, break up with Oliver because of this. No I’m not going to I’m just going to do what I’ve done for seven years and suppress it. I looked at Irina and smiled I can get through this, I’m going to go to the party with Oliver and ignore my feelings for Zeke I’ll just act the way I always do.

                “I’m alright, tonight I’ll go to a party with them and just ignore the feelings its not that hard to do I’ve been doing it for seven years.” I said I looked at her and decided to read her mind I know how mean but I need to know what she is thinking about.

{seriously after the hard work we put in she’s still going to date him. argggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit what the f*ck. She’s almost as dense as Deacon, for being a genius she is dumb as all hell. I feel bad for Zeke} I looked at her what the hell why would she feel bad for Zeke he doesn’t have feelings for me. “Just to let you know I don’t like Oliver at all there is something really weird with him. I hope he isn’t that bad of a guy or else I might need to kick his ass.” She said taking a deep breath than looking at her cell phone.

                “You do realize that your only hurting yourself by not telling Deac how you feel. You guys aren’t blood related, why not just tell him how you feel.” I suggested than had an idea I looked right at her and took out my phone, before I tell Irina my idea I’ll text Deac first.

                Hail Storm: Hey I’ll make you a deal. You tell Irina how you feel and I’ll tell Zeke my feelings for him no holding back? I smiled and then looked at Irina but before I could say anything my phone vibrated.

                Deacon: Deal invit her 2 the party 2night wit us & I’ll tell her then. I looked back at Irina and smiled a huge smile. “Rina I’ll make you a deal, you tell Deac how you feel and I’ll tell Zeke how I feel about him.” I said she looked at me and nodded her head, we got up and walked towards a shop with ‘cute’ clothes according to Irina.

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                I was in a red mini skirt and a black corest with white strings through the little holes, Irina picked it out since I was going to finally confess my feeling for Zeke. I am going to love this I know her and Deac will avoid each other so I can just spend the party with Oliver. I looked over at Irina and she started to put on her low rise jeans and a tank top, I wonder why I have to look the way I do but she can wear jeans. I checked my phone and saw a text from Oliver I opened it up and realized it was a picture of him and another girl smiling. I felt a ping of jealous but ignored it. I texted back asking who the girl was, a few seconds back I got a text back.