BARKADA TRIP (Ongoing)

BARKADA TRIP 9

Barkada 101:
Sila yung mas excited pa sa birthday mo. HAHAHAHAHA

This chapter is dedicated to Macklin James Oropesa :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRE! Salamat sa foods! Sadlife Hahaha!

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Nakauwi nako sa amin at lahat lahat, diko padin makalimutan yung sinabi ni elysa. Na hindi ko naman narinig! Boset! Kailangan ko na ata maglinis ng tenga eh. :|

Due to overthinking, I can't sleep. Argggsh! It's 1:56 in the morning. Kanina pako pagulong gulong sa kama ko. Andame ko talagang naiisip. Dahil hindi talaga ko makatulog, naisipan ko pumunta sa kusina at magtimpla ng gatas. Then nagpatugtog ako.

Yung favorite kong kanta.

Kundiman
by Silent Sanctuary 🎶

🎶 Para kang asukal, sintamis mong magmahal.
Para kang unan, pinapainit mo ang aking tiyan ~
Para kang pintura, buhay ko ikaw ang nagpinta.
Para kang kumot, na yumayakap sa tuwing ako'y nalulungkot 🎶

Kaya wag magtataka kung bakit ayaw kitang mawala ~

🎶Kundiman tayo hanggang dulo wag mong kalimutan..
Andito lng ako laging umaalalay hindi ako lalayo ~
Dahil ang tanging panalangin ko ay Ikaw ~

~ Di baleng maghapon na umulan basta ikaw ang sasandalan 🎶
Liwanag ng lumulubog na araw, kaysarap pagmasdan ~
Lalo na kapag nasisinagan ang iyong mukha 🎶

Ayoko ng magsawa sayo 🎶 hinding hindi magsasawa sayoooo ~

Napasenti ako bigla don. I used to sing this to her.. it's our favorite song way back then. All this time, I keep fooling myself that I don't miss her, that I don't loved her, I always tell to myself that I don't need her in mylife. But I was wrong. I still love her.. my feelings for her didn't change.. but what should I do? He's no longer mine.

I wan't to hug her. Tell that I love her. That she's the only one for me, but I know it's too late to regret.. I know she's happy now without me, without carl in her life, without the guy who hurt her and broke her heart into pieces.. If only I have the power to bring back the time..

*Flashback 1year ago*

"Babe! Happy 1styear annibersary!" She said then she hug me and kiss me on my cheek.

"Hi babe! Happy anniversary! For you.." Then I gave her a bouquet of red roses and kiss her on her forehead.

She's really happy right now.. I can see it in her eyes.. those pretty eyes.. I don't know how to tell her that I'm gonna leave her.. but I have reasons. Pls don't hate me :( I'll do this for us, for the sake of our future.. but how? I don't know how to start. I can't bear to see her crying. I don't want her to get hurt because of me. She's my life now. She's my world. She's my princess. I can't see myself without her in mylife. God! I don't want to do this, but I need to..