My Life As Shy

Chapter 12 : Notice

This summer was fun expect the fake hoes I had to fight nichole cause she keep running her mouth so I punched that bitch ... anyways school tm ya I'm noticeable now but w.e nobody has seen me sense I got bigger I avoid everybody expect jewel & layla
Layla: awww baby you getting bigger
Me: now shit ima look like a fat bitch *eating*
Jewel: *laughs* just chill
Layla: no you not
Me: yes I do .. ugh school tm and all eyes finna be on me... ima have to fight a bitch
Jewel: no tf you not
Layla: u better not u gon hurt the baby
Me: well they better not talk shit
Layla: don't worry about them princess you didn't mean to it just happen
Me: ik ik

FIRST DAY OF SENIOR YEAR
Today should be stressful.... tbh idc though because I still will fight a bitch
Anyways I decided to wear a dress I look big but it's cute on me.... I picked up jewel omw to school thank god my dad let me go back to Jackson

At school
I walked in & all eyes were on me... shocking looks gasps all that but I kept my head high and kept walking I went to the office got my schedule and locker # and went to my locker you wouldn't believe who locker was next to mine & when they saw me looked like they seen a ghost
Ray:..... shy
Me: *putting my stuff in my locker* what
Nichole: *walks up and hugs ray* hey bae.... woah somebody been busy
Me: I know you ain't talking y- *gets cut off*
Ray: chill... shy can I talk to you
Me: your talking to me right now
Ray: no alone ... nichole I'll catch up with you later

He pulls me away just as I close and lock my locker
Ray: who's baby is it
Me: who's do you think it is
Ray:... why didn't you tell me
Me: because... I don't know
Ray: shy... you know I..... I don't know what to say... man.... when are you due
Me: in December
Ray: so you knew sense April.... shy
Me: *starts crying* I'm sorry ray I didn't know what else to do I was scared I'm sorry
He first looks at me strange but then realizes it's probably part of being pregnant & hugs me tight
The rest of the day goes by smoothly ray broke and with Nichole because he wanted to be there at all times for me & the baby
Tae: man sis see I would flip and fight the dude but I know him
M

e: *laughs* I know tae
Brandon: this is all a surprise
Layla: really was... well not really
Me: *laughs* duh u was there when I took the test dummy
Layla: duh
Jewel : your baby is gonna be soooo freaking cute princess
Nichole: *walks up* o bitch you ain't shit you know that's not his baby & he broke up with me for you wtf
Me:... hold up I ain't know hoe so don't be coming at me like that & bitch he was still fucking with me before he got with u fwm *laughing*
Layla: *pulls me back* princess
Jewel: man Nichole go somewhere princess is not finna whoop your ass again she got a baby chill
Me: I had a baby when I whooped her ass the first time fwm
Nichole: *looks hurt* w.e... I just really liked him that's all *walks away*
Tae: damn....
Me: *shrugs*

School was going bye quick my grades were still As & Bs even with all these stress going on people still talking shit my mama getting on my nerves I wanna punch ray in his throat trying always make me eat healthy like leave me alone jewel & layla are more excited for the baby then I am they brought so much stuff my dad is never home I been getting bigger & omg I can't

The door bell rings and I go get it
Me: hey
Ray : hey you ok
Me: ya just tired
Ray: go to sleep I'll watch everything to make sure your ok

I go get a blanket & lay down on the coach & fall alseep 2 mins later I wake up 2 hours later & ray sleep on the other coach I get up and go pee
Ray: princess... where are you
Me: in the bathroom I had to pee *comes out*
Ray: you scared me I thought you left

The door bell rings and ray opens it & everybody comes in
Me: o lawd.
Layla: hey boo
Jewel : hey bestie
Tae: wassup sissy
Brandon: wassup
Jordan: hey shy
Cam: hey best friend
I speak & I see somebody else standing by the door.... it's liah
Liah: hi shy
Me:... hi ???
Jordan: ooooo I forgot ya... liah has something to say to you
Liah: *sighs* shy I'm sorry for everything I did to you
Me: it's all Gucci no worries
Jordan : &
Liah: I was just jealous you had everything & I had nothing because well ya no
Me: liah you could of said sum I know what you go through no need to be jealous my life is way less then perfect now
Liah: I know I'm sorry
Me: *goes to hug her* it's ok
Ray: ayyee that's what I like to see everybody back to normal
Layla: ummm with some new faces
Ray: ya with some new faces
Jewel: so shy how you feeling
Me: like a fat bitch
E/b: *laughing*
Me: no fr I'm good... I decided... we decided we're gonna name her heaven Marie
liah: that's cute
Layla: really is
Tae: well it's the end of October now November next month then December jewel: ya it'll be over soon
Me: not soon enough I mean my birthday is in February nothing i can do now then prom in April I'm probably not gonna go unless I have somebody to watch her but who's gonna wanna watch a 4 month old baby ... on top of that I'm scared asf to have this baby
Layla: I mean ya it's gonna be scary but don't stress about everything
Jewel: ya it's not good for the baby everything will come in place
Me:, hopefully
Jordan: what's the play for today
Ray: well gabby wanted to see princess but we can do sum after
Tae: well.... trip to ray house
E/b: *laughing*

We all head to rays house as soon as gabby saw me she screamed and ran to me
Me: *smiling* hi my baby
Gabby: *hugs me* I missed you sissy
Me : I missed you too.... how's 8th grade
Gabby : kinda hard but I got it ... I'm thinking about doing track when it comes
Me : awww wanna be like your big sister
Ray : or her brother
Gabby: *looks at Ray* no
Tyler: *comes down stairs* wth
Gabby: oooo I'm telling
Tyler: why all these mfs in my house
Me: *laughing* Tyler shut up
Tyler: well u can be in here sis in law but everybody else gotta go
Jewel: boy I will hang you upside down by your toe
Layla:.. what... the...
Tae : she got issues
Gabby: *feeling my stomach* it's a girl right
Me: yes I'm... we're naming her heaven marie
Gabby: omg that's so pretty.. she has my middle name
Me : i know
Gabby : AWWWEE yay im gonna be a auntie this will be fun
Tyler :unless she cries then she gotta go
E/b :*laughing*
Me : shut up

Later that day we all go to the beach to chill & have fun like old times

TBC