My Life As Shy

Chapter 14 : Happy Holidays

It's winter break thank god cause I wanna spend time with my babies rays mom watched her while we went to school and we watched her after we got out I would do my hw first then watch her & he would do his... I thought it would be hard but we got this sometimes I go to school sleepy because she would be crying all night & ray sleeps like he's dead asf ugh it's annoying sometimes

Ray: *kisses me* morning bae
Me : Morning *playing with heaven*
Ray: *smiles*
Me: what
Ray: nothing I like this... this is nice.. I've been thinking
Me: yes
Ray: we should get a 3 bed room house
Me: huh
Ray: ya our room heavens room and a guest room
Me : how we gonna afford it
Ray: well we can ask our parents to help out then I can get a job
Me: not right now ray... after this were gonna to college I promised I would
Ray: Ok
Me: *kisses him* one day

Christmas day
We went over rays house well he stays at my house most of the time because heaven
Gabby: hey princess *hugs me*
Me: hey my baby *hugs her back*
Tyler: sup
Me: *laughs*hey tyler
Gabby : ray can I hold her pleeeaasseee
Ray: ya sit down
Gabby: yay *takes a sit*

Ray shows her how to hold her and I go use the bathroom... this brings back memories being in this house... us almost getting caught by his dad twice but I slip out the back porch... it's all fun times in here... after I finish I go in the living room
His mom: hey shy
Me: hey Mrs.stegall *hugs her*

They start opening presents & ray hands one to me it's a small box I open it & it has a ring inside I look at him in shook
Ray: it's a promise ring like you always wanted *he takes it and puts it on my finger*

When I tell you I have the biggest smile on my face like a kid in the candy store gabby: awwe

I hand gabby & tyler their present and they open it

Gabby: *hugs me tight* omg
Me: *laughs* I know how bad you wanted those Jordans
Tyler: ayyee... how'd you get this game it's not even out yet
Me: I have my ways

I gave his mom a diamond necklace and he's dad the new Jordan's that just came out... see Ray he's picky but I got him a outfit & some shoes... (I also got the same thing so does heaven) he's mom gives me some princess jogges omg i almost died his dad gave me a pink watch with diamonds tyler gave me a necklace and gabby gave me a card and a princess shirt .. we have fun but then I have to go to my moms we packed heavens things said bye and was on our way
Ray: what's wrong
Me: I don't know these people I'm scared what are they gonna think about me
Ray: who cares what they think forget them

We pull up it's so many cars here I get heaven & we walk up to the house and ring the door bell my mom answers it
My mom: shyleah so happy your here ..hello ray
Me: *smiles*
Ray: hey
We walk in a house full of people & they stare at me I try my hardest not to give them a look My mom introduces us to people... if I here is that your baby one more time
My mom: crystal!

A little girl comes running in
My mom: *picks her up* Say hey to your older sister shy
Crystal: hey *smiling*
Me: hi
Crystal: I'm 3
Me: I'm 17
Crystal: big number
Me: *laughs*
Crystal : baby *points*
Me: *smiles* yes she's mine
Crystal: she pretty
Me: so are you
Crystal: *laughs*
Ray: *looks up & pulls me closer*

I look up & see Vicky... o hell nah
Vicky: *smiles* hey shy
Me: *fake smiles* hi
My mom: what's wrong
Me: nothing
Vicky: Auntie we good

Auntie... df... fuck no hell fuck no
Crystal: up vicky up
Vicky: *picks crystal up & smiles at me*
Me : *rolls my eyes*
Ray : squeezes my arm*
My mom : can i talk to you shy

She pulls me a side
Me : what
My mom : whats wrong with you
Me : I dont like her what so ever shes what us teens would call a thottie ... let her try to get with ray again ima have to fight her
My mom : she's family now
Me :not my family your family
My mom :try to be nice
Me : nice aint in my vocabulary
My mom : shy

I walk back to ray and hand him heaven we take a sit and people are still stareing i gave them the look like wtf u looking at ... o i bet they stopped looking heaven starts crying and i gave her her bottle crystal runs over and sits in my lap
Me : hey crystal
Crystal : hey .. what her name
Me :heaven
Crystal : that pretty
Me :your names pretty too
Crystal : tank chu
Me : *laughs*

Vicky mean mugs me and i gave her that whats good look
Ray : stop
Me : ok
Crystal : i go find mommy i hungry
Me : ok
Crystal : *gets up & pulls me*
So i get up and walk with her
Crystal : MOMMY !!!
My mom : in the kitchen crystal

We head in the kitchen
Crystal : i want food
My mom : shy can you fix her plate while i go get some juice
Me : sure

I grab a plate and get everything she wants .. i cant help that im good with kids she sits at the table and i gave her her plate shes too short so i sit her on my lap so she can eat my mom walks in a smiles
Me :what
Her : o nothing *hands crystal her juice*
My mom : *hands me a plate* with everything you like
Me : *smiles*

I eat & put crystal to sleep her room was so pretty fr i walk back to ray & hes talking to some boys who look his age .... friendly ass as soon as I walk up the boys are starring hell hard I know I'm fine but I'm taken & got a baby
Me: bae
Ray: ya
Me: you hungry
Ray : ya
Me: kk *I walk back to the kitchen*
I tried not to laugh but it was funny how when I said bae they looking like who me & when ray answered they looked at him shocked I fixed his plate & got a soda and took it to him
Ray : thx he takes the plate and hands me heaven then he takes the soda*
Boy 1 : whats your name ..... whos daugther are you
Me : shy & Michelle's
Boy 2 : ooo so we cousins
Me: we're not
boy 3 : well when they get married we will be
Me : negative not blood by marriage
Boy 1 : why u so mean
Me: I'm not mean I'm honest
Vicky: sam, Kevin, dj why yall talking to her
Sam: cause I go df
Dj: this must be who you got beef with ima tell mom
Kevin: yep I'm finna tell
Sam: why you dont like her
Me: as long as she keep away from this one we good *smiles*
Vicky: girl I didn't know he had a gf
Me: girl boo everybody knew stop the lies
Vicky:... well o well
Me: right thottie
My mom: vicky boys leave my daughter alone
Sam: that was vicky we was just chilling with ray
My mom: Vicky
Vicky: sorry

I get sleepy so I told my mama I was leaving we go home and I go straight to sleep while Ray watches heaven.... I get up a few hours later ray sleep with heaven sleeping on his chest I take a picture & post it on insta "my 2 babies" I work on my winter packet heaven wakes up crying so I go get her & feed her I smack ray & he jumps up
Ray: what
Me: *laughing* hey my baby *kisses him*
Ray: *looks at the time* Go get dressed
Me: why
Ray: I brought you something it's in the closet put the whole outfit on
Me: fine *I put heaven in her crib & go get dressed *

The dress is so cute it's a red fitted dress with black at the top he even picked out jewelry... ooo my baby got taste I get dress put on the heels do my hair & make up & walk out... damn my baby looking hella spiffy yes bae
Me: ooo baby fine
Ray :you too

We get heavens things he said he asked his mom could she watch her tonight & we'll get her tm we drop heaven off & head down town he Parks and we get out it's a nice ass restaurant you have to reserve to get this we go in & we get sitted
Me: aww Ray you didn't have to
Ray: I did your special to me fr I did you wrong so many times & I can't take it back but I promise I'll never hurt you again
Me: awwee ok

We eat laugh and talk I love him so much he's my everything my all I can't live without him

Tbc