Chapter 1

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Shy Pov

Trying to get ready for school is not a easy task for me when when I wake up late & nobody is home I live with both my parents but lately they've being arguing I act like I don't hear them but I do

*Flashback*
Mom : fuck you ... you don't do shit in this house with your lazy ass !!!
Dad : stop yelling I'm trying
Mom: trying you not trying hard enough I will leave your ass
Dad: you cant do that to shy
Mom: keep her
Dad: I can't afford to keep her
Mom: listen... I have to think

End of conversation

Did I just hear that she don't even want me she don't care about me

*End of flashback*

I gotta hurry up jewel will be here any minute she lives down the street & I'm the only 1 with a car sense I'm the spoiled friend out of us 3

The doorbell rings & run downstairs & open it

Jewel: why you ain't dressed
Me: Woke up late
Jewel: hurry up

I run upstairs & put on a crop top that says spoiled brat & high waisted pants & some Jordans & run back downstairs

Jewel: cute
Me : of course
Jewel: come on before liah blow up our phone
Me: *grabs my bag & keys*
Jewel: I'm still jealous you got a car
Me: sweet 16 birthday present *gets in*
Jewel: blah blah *gets in*
Me: don't hate

We pick up liah & head to school

At school (at the Lockers)

Me : *getting my books*
Ray : *comes up behind me* somebody look fine
Me : *turns around & laughs* hey
Ray: *kisses me* wassup
Jewel: eww
Ray: well hey jewel
Jewel : hey .. wheres
Ray : he coming
Me : *laughs* dang she aint even finish
Ray : I know what she was gonna say but come on we got like 10 mins before the bell rings
Liah : dont be being grown
Ray : No promises
Me : I promise

We walk to his car & get in

Ray : *kisses me* you no i love you right
Me: yes I do

He's phone goes off & it's a text message I grab it & he snatches it from me

Me : dang something to hide
Ray: nah
Me: let me see
Ray : you good

Hes phone starts ringing

Me : answer & put it on speaker
Ray : *does as told* hello
???? : hey daddy I miss you
Me : WHO TF IS THAT *grabs my stuff* FUCK YOU *gets out the car & slams the door*

I'm so fuckin pissed like really we been together 7 months & some weeks like why would he cheat on me... I guess I was all into my thoughts i didnt notice i bump into somebody

Me : My bad
???? : nah shawty you good
Me: *smiles & walks away*

Ooo he was kinda cute never seen him around before ugh wtf is jewel

Jewel : *bumps into me* so what yall do
Me: not a damn thing he got a text message & wouldnt let me see then he got a phone call i told him answer it & put it on speaker he did & some bitch was like hey daddy i miss you
Jewel : wtf o hell nah
Tae : wat
Me : get away from me tae your suppose to be my brother we were friends sense diaper days & you couldn't tell me ray was cheating
Tae : woah woah woah what are you talking about he ain't cheating on you he talks about you 24/7 it's annoying asf how would he have time to cheat with school football & you
Jewel : then why some bitch callin him sayin daddy i miss you
Tae : ...
Me : answer the question
Tae : *sighs* jordan is cheatin on liah he uses ray cell phone to fw her
Jewel : omg
Me: sorry i snapped on you tae i gotta go find ray bye yall

I walk back outside to rays car & get in
Me : I'm sorry ... tae told me everything *hits him* but u still a fuck nigga thats green asf liah a down ass female
Ray: Ow ... we tried to tell him but he said its only gonna hurt her
Me : who is it
Ray : cant tell
Me : *kissin on him* come on who is it
Ray : chill before you start something you cant finish
Me : *playing with his dick* baaeee
Ray : its maddie
Me : wtf that ugly thot ass hoe that use to be liah best friend but left her for the thot group
Ray : yep *starts the car*
Me : wat you doin
Ray : you didnt think you could get away with that could you
Me: I have math 1st period
Ray : I'll help you.. I got weight training so I dont have to be there
Me: you no if you get caught your parents gon whoop your ass
Ray: so are yours *laughs*
Me: ig

We head to McDonald's then his house & chill

Ray: *laying on me* bae
Me: yes
Ray: you no I love you right
Me: yes
Ray: *kisses me* ok

We talk about our future & he promised he would never hurt or leave me then we fall asleep... An Hour later I was woken up by ray eating me out I was moaning & pulling his hair & we fucked & made it in time for 2nd period

Jewel: so you talked to him
Me: ya... you told liah
Jewel: fuck no are you going tell her
Me : no jordan is going to tell her & i found out who it is
Jewel : omg who
Me : Maddie
Jewel : df

Jordan walks in & sits by us

Jordan : how are my 2 favorite sisters doing
Jewel: im doin amazin im pretty sure you are too
Me : *smacks him* fuck wrong with you
Jordan: ow what
Jewel : fuck nigga we no... man your supposed to be my brother but you doing fuck nigga shit you need to tell her before I beat your ass
Jordan : *starts crying*
Me: wtf
Jordan: I love liah man I really do but idk it's just something about maddie
Jewel: thats fucked up jordan & you no it
Jordan : Idk what to do
shy: do what you feel is right

Lunch

Everybody sitting with they bae

Me: sooooo it's Friday what yall wanna do
Liah : nothing I have homework to catch up on
Jewel: dont matter to me
Jordan : Ty havin a party tonight
Tae : im down
Ray : me too
Me : I bet you are

After school we drop liah off home & headed to the mall to buy an outfit then to my house

Jewel: o spill the T's you not slick I know you & Ray did something
Me : *laughs* nun major we went to McDonald's went to his house to chill & I fell asleep
Jewel : that's it
Me: *says low* & we fucked
Jewel: huh
Me: we fucked
Jewel: omg you let him take it ... did it hurt
Me: yes omg shit hurted like hell
Jewel: *laughs* damn
Me : not for long though but oo he was hitting that shit good asf i was screamin his name omg
Jewel : ewww *laughing*
Me : shut up

Party Time

We roll up to Tys party his parties always be A1 he hella fine but i got a bae so but he tried to talk to me before me & ray got together but he had hoes & i wasnt with that

Ty : *hugs me* Wassup shy
Me : hey ty *hugs him back*
Ty : wassup ray jordan tae *daps them up & hugs jewel* hey
Jewel : hey
Ty : yall no how it go drinks & food over there if the cops come dip
Us : ight

We dance & drink me & jewel not so much it was kinda nasty plus we can turn up on our own so don't matter we had everybody looking our way when we started twerking man we was live fr bout 2 hours cops came & we dipped they dropped me & jewel off home & what I see when I got home was crazy everything ruined I'm praying nobody got hurt

Me : mom dad anybody here

Nobody answered me i guess I'm home alone I went upstairs to check there room & I see my dad crying on the floor it's hurt to see him cry because I'm a daddy's girl

Me: daddy *sits down by him*
Dad: she's gone
Me: who
Dad : your mom shes gone I tried to reason with her but she just got her things and left

I sat in silents because I didn't no what to say I got up went to my room slamed the door & layed in my bed how could she didn't even say bye didn't even tell me she was leaving I layed there & cried till I fall alseep

Tbc

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